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This is getting to be too much
15 years ago
Alright updates and why I am making this journal. Last friday I worked at the RiteAid in Arcade for the last time due to the fact I was moving. It was definitely a different thing to go through and I miss everyone from there now. Saturday I moved into a relative's place which is much closer to my college and definitely a plus. Sunday was my first day working at my new RiteAid which is in Batavia. It is built differently and the pharmacy area is definitely better than the one in Arcade. I started college this monday and I am loving it. Met many old friends and made some new ones.
Now for the bad news. Last semester when I started my leg lost everything. I couldn't move or feel it. Well this is my third day into college and I am scared. Why you may ask? Well at the moment the right side of my face tingles whenever touched including inside my mouth. the day before I had a severe migrane which lasted throughout an entire class and hurt me untill I went to the nurse and slept for 10 minutes after taking some Tylenol. The scary thing is I think I may have a new leison in my brain even though I'm taking daily shots and that it is in apart of my brain that affects my face. I don't want to have to drop out of college again, I don't want to move back home, and my biggest fear is not being well for Sedrin...I'm suppose to get an appartment so he can move in with me and everything was suppose to be perfect for me and now...if I lose something I don't know what that may do for us...I don't want to be a cripple mate especially since I have finally found something/someone to live for. I don't want this Multiple Sclerosis cause me to loose all my hopes and dreams that I have just had now that he entered my life. I don't want anything to upset anything now that I finally after 20 years have a damn goal in my life. If I have to drop college again or delay my appartment finding...I don't know what I will do. I thought the meds would fix this but...apparently I'm not so lucky...I don't know what to do anymore other than hope for the best
Now for the bad news. Last semester when I started my leg lost everything. I couldn't move or feel it. Well this is my third day into college and I am scared. Why you may ask? Well at the moment the right side of my face tingles whenever touched including inside my mouth. the day before I had a severe migrane which lasted throughout an entire class and hurt me untill I went to the nurse and slept for 10 minutes after taking some Tylenol. The scary thing is I think I may have a new leison in my brain even though I'm taking daily shots and that it is in apart of my brain that affects my face. I don't want to have to drop out of college again, I don't want to move back home, and my biggest fear is not being well for Sedrin...I'm suppose to get an appartment so he can move in with me and everything was suppose to be perfect for me and now...if I lose something I don't know what that may do for us...I don't want to be a cripple mate especially since I have finally found something/someone to live for. I don't want this Multiple Sclerosis cause me to loose all my hopes and dreams that I have just had now that he entered my life. I don't want anything to upset anything now that I finally after 20 years have a damn goal in my life. If I have to drop college again or delay my appartment finding...I don't know what I will do. I thought the meds would fix this but...apparently I'm not so lucky...I don't know what to do anymore other than hope for the best
Sorry about the rest though. Hope for the best for you.
And thank you. I really hope it doesn't get worse because if it does then I will be worried.
Akanite Dromvis~
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