No MFM...
15 years ago
All 99 of Jay-Z's problems are Chuck Norris.
I registered early because I was optimistic and I figured I would have a job by now... But life is rough... No money... I've had to cancel MFM and Rock the Universe... Sorry if I was going to see you at either... believe me, nobody is more sad about it than I am...
Oh well. Life is not being all bad. I mean, the girl I love is still totally ignoring me and my dealer quit smoking (and therefor dealing). BUT. The first Alabama game is coming up soon.
Also, I have been "sir"ed TWICE in the last week while NOT EVEN WEARING MY BINDER, just baggy clothes. (Good and bad; the REASON I wasn't wearing a binder was because I was A.) at Starbucks with my mom, and then B.) at the chinese restaurant with my dad. Awkwaaaaard.) The fact that I'm passing with absolutely ZERO effort is really encouraging.
Funny story, my mom said I'm "such a man" (in a humorous way) today when I was laundry-sniffing (how else do you know what's clean and what isn't?). I laughed a little harder than I perhaps should have, but it was really funny to me.
Oh, yeah, and NICK SABAN MOVIE!!! F*** YEAH! You can see the trailer here:
http://flashlightmediagroup.com/sabanmovie/
I know crying is not manly. But two things make me cry tears of absolute, soul-lifting, heart-warming, ultimate, pure joy:
-Winning the National Championship
-Watching that trailer
And I'm sure I'll be doing the same when I go to see the movie the day it comes out. My mother (a huge Bama fan like me) got me an advance ticket!!!
Oh well. Life is not being all bad. I mean, the girl I love is still totally ignoring me and my dealer quit smoking (and therefor dealing). BUT. The first Alabama game is coming up soon.
Also, I have been "sir"ed TWICE in the last week while NOT EVEN WEARING MY BINDER, just baggy clothes. (Good and bad; the REASON I wasn't wearing a binder was because I was A.) at Starbucks with my mom, and then B.) at the chinese restaurant with my dad. Awkwaaaaard.) The fact that I'm passing with absolutely ZERO effort is really encouraging.
Funny story, my mom said I'm "such a man" (in a humorous way) today when I was laundry-sniffing (how else do you know what's clean and what isn't?). I laughed a little harder than I perhaps should have, but it was really funny to me.
Oh, yeah, and NICK SABAN MOVIE!!! F*** YEAH! You can see the trailer here:
http://flashlightmediagroup.com/sabanmovie/
I know crying is not manly. But two things make me cry tears of absolute, soul-lifting, heart-warming, ultimate, pure joy:
-Winning the National Championship
-Watching that trailer
And I'm sure I'll be doing the same when I go to see the movie the day it comes out. My mother (a huge Bama fan like me) got me an advance ticket!!!
Now that I have a beard, I still occasionally get called ma-uh-sir at the wal-mart checkouts.
also. please don't take this the wrong way but I think it's good that your dealer stopped dealing. now you can get into football and other things and feel healthier~ <3. I love you!
either way. it happens differently for everyone. I was depressed deverely when i smoked up. and now that i've quit most of my depression has gone away~. so i guess it's different for everyone.
i dont think im gonna be able to do any con at all this year... until FWA early next year.
hope to see you there, then.
ill be bringin LOTS of you-know-whut.
...
I really need to work on my metaphors...
i need one.
dont worry about the "sir"s i have had it happen a million times. even by my own family doctor. lol
:( sucks about not being able to go places i know the feeling
ROLL TIDE ROLL WOOHOO
I got my binder at http://ftm.underworks.com/
hmm i wonder where i could find one local...online shopping is hard for me, if i get something online my aunt uses her card. <<....>> im next exactly ready to tell my aunt i want a binder lawlz. she'd be cool with it but she'd assume things. she herself is a lesbian with a life partner, but i think she'll jump to the conclusion that i want to transition.
I only want one for when i feel i would want it. you know? hiding things with people you're with leaves room for deception and loss of trust.
like im wearing a tux to prom and i dont want my DD's to be visible lol, and ace bandages wont work for that XD
idk i'll find some way