Bandwagon
15 years ago
im on it.
comment here and i will:
1. Tell you something I'll learn about you by looking at your FA page for 13 seconds.
2. Tell you which color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what pokemon you remind me of.
5. Ask you something I've always wondered about you, and your answer has to be as vague as possible to keep the suspense.
6. Tell you my favorite thing about you.
7. Give you a weird nickname
8. Tell you what's on my shirt right now.
9. Challenge you to post this on your journal.
comment here and i will:
1. Tell you something I'll learn about you by looking at your FA page for 13 seconds.
2. Tell you which color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what pokemon you remind me of.
5. Ask you something I've always wondered about you, and your answer has to be as vague as possible to keep the suspense.
6. Tell you my favorite thing about you.
7. Give you a weird nickname
8. Tell you what's on my shirt right now.
9. Challenge you to post this on your journal.
1. You like being fox meat, and being submissive
2. Blue ^^;
3. i first remember seeing your work on Lupesoule's profile and im a little dissapointed he has stopped writting as well.
4. eevee
5. what first gave you the idea's that you depict in your works
6. i love seeing your works with amputations and blood which still look loveing
7. uh... meat pet
8. a motorcycle
Heh... spot on for most of it. I never really considered which Pokémon represented me. It's been a very long time since I've seen any of the shows or even really looked at them. There are so many new species now too... I remember only 151. *shakes head and chuckles*
Yeah, I'm sad Lupe hasn't done much more in the way of writings either. I know he's been busy with college and life and all and had to cut way back on his internet involvement in the past year or so. I suppose that, as well as some gentle urging from my alphas to continue with my sketches prompted me to create my own account, so it's not too bad I suppose.
Hmm? What first gave me the idea to draw what I do? *scratches my head* Well... I'm not exactly sure. I know my desires to be eaten date back to when I was a young kit. I'd wanted my limbs chained and chopped off. I remember I even tried taping my left wrist tightly to cause it to die... wound up getting scared when it turned purple then black, so I cut the tape, but it's something I've desired as long as I can remember.
As for actually drawing, I think it was early in middle school when I drew my first nude, and it wasn't long after that when I began drawing what I so desperately wanted done to me. They mostly started out as gore, but I started working on the idea of butchering equipment that I poured over for many hours, trying to figure out how such a thing could actually be made. I so wanted to be hung up on a conveyor rail and drawn in and a few moments later my remains slide out, meat separated from the larger cuts of meat to be further cleaned and prepared for distribution.
The sadness in it all, however, was that I didn't have anyone who cared for me to collect my head and heart at the end. I also so despised my own body that I limited myself to females (humans at the time). It wasn't until I decided to start dabbling in human-animal mixes that I began introducing myself as the victim with a female enjoying my flesh and the butchering. The rest is visible in my gallery and in the scraps. Most of everything else I'm either too ashamed to show, or was destroyed years ago during one of my many "purges".
Anyway... ^^; I am glad you like the sketches. It is indeed every bit as much about the love shared between predator and prey as it is about my death through being eaten. Unfortunately, it's difficulty for many to see beyond the apparent torture, suffering and death. *shrugs and sighs*
*chuckles* "Meat pet", eh? It's fairly accurate, though not exactly the title or nickname I'd have chosen for myself. Thanks though! I'm really appreciative of your response. Give me a little bit and I'll see about returning the favour. Thanks! ^^
One thing that I have seen the bothered me with some people is that they see art and fiction too much as the real desires of the person. For you you really like that idea and from everything you have told me you really have that desire but I find too many people think that about everyone else. I'm always scarred that others around me would see the work I do and think me a violent person inreal life but that just isn't true .
Also don't worry about anything this was done for fun and in this case learn a bit more about friends.
*nods* Yeah, I definitely understand your resignation to people's reactions to your art. It's the reason I haven't posted my oldest remaining collection of sketches. Since they're of women in various stages of butchering, death, or being eaten (rather than me) I'm scared others would think I favour that kind of thing and that I might hurt someone. I'm really not violent... it's just what I desire for myself, that's all. I might post them if I weren't such a coward.
Hmm? Oh... well, since you said not to worry, that's all the more reason to do one for you. *sticks tongue out* ... *sighs* But not right now. Too much bloody work...
2. blue
3. I remember finding a quick simple sketch of a red haired vixen running off with a hedgehog girls head.
4. alakazam. you already implanted that image into my mind from your works.
5. um... i'll keep my thoughts to myself .
6. see # 1 XD
7. dullahan gamer ... ( i know im really bad with names :P )
8. a motorcycle
1. You like being fox meat, and being submissive
2. Blue ^^;
3. i first remember seeing your work on Lupesoule's profile and im a little dissapointed he has stopped writting as well.
4. eevee
5. what first gave you the idea's that you depict in your works
6. i love seeing your works with amputations and blood which still look loveing
7. uh... meat pet
8. a motorcycle
2. Purple
3. finding some great looking sketches of Multi
4. growlithe
5. which is your favorite of your own characters
6. i like seeing your quick sketches and the wya you draw faces and especially eyes
7. Saxman
8. a motorcycle
And wow...i need to check my inbox more.. xD
2. red and green
3. i remember you contacting me the first time and us talking.
4. Flareon
5. what do you really look like?
6. you're one of the funnest headless foxes around
7. Maid XD
8. nothing its plain brown
and y looks will come when we get money and a camera last one broke after the xbox pics XD brown hair =p give or take short right now ^^
2. red
3. i first remember you commenting on one of my really disturbing pictures, i think it was Krystal's lesson.
4. Blaziken
5. why did you call me clone? also what made you watch me?
6. not talked much with you to know.
7. Man on Fire
8. nothing
What made me watch you? Justice.
2. orange and purple
3. i remember being introduced to you work by a friend with a request he got from you, soon feel in love with all your work
4. Arcanine
5. what made you start drawing and when?
6. i love the different works you produce and how you range in subject matter between them a lot.
7. ... got nothing sorry.
8. nothing
2. Orange
3. i actually found your profile long ago when i first found one of your old pictures of Gynette at the time i was not being active anywhere so i did not make much of your profile.
4. Rattata...?
5. what do you like about shaved furs
6. i love your funny comic :)
7. you already named yourself what i would think of
8. "I can only please one person a day. today's not your day tomorrow's not looking good either "