I kind of have the feeling that i'm invisible in the local furry community. I don't get to go meet up with other furs much due to schedules never being the same every week preventing some ability to plan into the future... or once I find out something's going on, it's already too late to change Jon's work schedule to accommodate.

But, I feel like i'm kind of invisible to everyone anyway. People seem to forget I exist, or forget plans they made with me and when there's something going on locally with furrs, I rarely even get invited unless I happen to see it on the Pittsfurgers live journal.

Does anyone notice me and that i'm here? and Jon too, I believe he feels as invisible as I do. If people don't want to talk to me or I bother them, let me know. I definitely don't want to hang out where i'm not wanted. That's partly why we are not even planning to attend WPAFW this year. I don't feel like i'm wanted there at all anymore. That's also part of why I wonder if anyone even wants me around. I try to do nice things for people and I seem to not even get taken up on offers I make to help people.

Oh well, I kind of feel this post is rather emo but i'm also kind of depressed in life right now. I am still looking for a new job. I have even more bills to pay after the car stuff.