OK, is it just me, or do showers help you clear your head? Yes, i know that's random, but listen. This guy I've been dating for a little while, who i really like, mind you, every time i would text, or fb chat, or try to call, would be too busy to talk. So i stopped talking to him thinking i was bothering him. This was this past Wednesday. He hadn't contacted me since then.

So I got worried, then pissed that he hadn't even tried to contact me. So i shoot him a fb message like 20 mins ago asking him if he was mad at me or something. He says he needs to call me. He calls me. He tells me that he's going through a lot of stress atm, and he can't really maintain a serious relationship. And me being the bitch i am says, "Well i can see that." I feel really bad for saying that. SO i tell him that I'm pissed that e hadn't called me, but I'm not mad at him. He says he's sorry. And we decide that we are going to just be friends for the time being, but in the future we'll try it again, because we both like each other. Then i tall him that all i ask is that he keep in touch; a text every once and a while, or a fb message, or something. and is he ever decides to drop off the face of the earth again to let me know. But then i tell him just not to do that again, and he says he'll try. I can respect that, because i myself try to stay away from absolutes that are concrete in meaning, because who knows if you'll be able to follow through with your promise. So anyway, this brings us back to the showers. i think I'm gonna go take one. Thanks for listening to a long winded folf. Everybody have a nice night.