So cold and alone
15 years ago
Im so cold and alone.
With no home to call my own.
The cold breeze chills my bones without a care.
The ghostly wind blows through my hair.
Existing like a ghost but im not really there.
Going in circles in silence.
So empty is my heart.
Everything around me falls apart.
A walk through the shadows.
Everything so cold and alone.
Every is so dark in the cold night.
Looking up to the stars as i stand in the moon light.
My soul is tainted by a dark blight.
Wishing to be among the stars.
Wishing i wasnt so cold and alone on this earth.
Please save me from these endles days.
Everyday its the same.
Drifting around so cold and alone.
Wanting to live no more.
I feel this pain at my core.
Eating on my soul till im no more...
With no home to call my own.
The cold breeze chills my bones without a care.
The ghostly wind blows through my hair.
Existing like a ghost but im not really there.
Going in circles in silence.
So empty is my heart.
Everything around me falls apart.
A walk through the shadows.
Everything so cold and alone.
Every is so dark in the cold night.
Looking up to the stars as i stand in the moon light.
My soul is tainted by a dark blight.
Wishing to be among the stars.
Wishing i wasnt so cold and alone on this earth.
Please save me from these endles days.
Everyday its the same.
Drifting around so cold and alone.
Wanting to live no more.
I feel this pain at my core.
Eating on my soul till im no more...

Cat147
~cat147
mwa. wonderful poem hun. miss talking to you hun. can't waite to see you in jan. hope you doing well

Zelian
~zelian
OP
I dont know if i can come. I didnt get the job yet cuz my step mom is so slow. But ill make a plan. Dont worry. If i cant come. Just enjoy the furmeet.

Cat147
~cat147
you are coming and thats final

Zelian
~zelian
OP
Hehe alright ill my best. But good news. I made a deal with my dad. He will pay me to keep the house clean so ill save it up. Cant wait to see you at long last! -hug-

Cat147
~cat147
-hugs- we all want you to come vist here. we think it would do you a lot of good. lol between you and my bf i do not think i will do any work that week^^

Zelian
~zelian
OP
Id be happy to come then if they want me there and ill do my best. And i hope it would do me good. Ill make sure that no work is done that week :-P