i have been thinking for a while now about me and tom being mates, we have had a wonderful time, the most romantic couple i'd like to think. but with a whole ocean between us its kind of hard to think that this could work...there have been nights that ive stayed awake crying because in my haert i know that this relationship wont work...i need contact with a person, i feel like im made of stone when im not able to feel the one that i love. I know that tom feels this way to, and i want him to go out and see people like him and maybe meet someone to be with, i want him to be happy, but if we stay together i know were just gonna be sad thinking of the day we might fially be able to live together and to hold each other...IM sorry tom, i still love u and i will always talk to u, but i just dont think this will work out....if anyone thiks im wrong tll me but i dont think it will help.....*sigh* im sorry my love