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How I Feel
15 years ago
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The long summer days got better and better. I soon found myself with a wonderful master and a wonderful fiance whom I love and care for. Though things are not always clear and I do not always understand why certain things happen and what reason they happened for I know my loved ones will be there for me threw the good times the bad times and the rocky times. I wouldn't have my life any other way right now. Lots of bad things happen but I always have my mate to come home to. To love and to hold to sleep with and always expect to see when I get home. And that truly makes me as happy as I can possibly be things may not always be clear they may not always be understood but you should always know good things do happen. All you have to do is be patience and trust in faith. Not god.... God may not have anything to do with it. You always keep going you always fight and survive if you truly want something to happen you must always fight for it and wait. It’s the way things seem to work. As I believe in the god of war and the god of love it’s a yin and yang thing to me. You can have love without war and you can’t have war without love. That’s the way I see everything and I truly believe that is the way the world works. This is my first FA journal entry and I don’t know why imp saying all this to be honest. Maybe if someone reads this it will help him or her. But I really just needed to get this off my chest. It’s been a long time since I expressed myself. I hope you all enjoy my first entry. ^.=.^