I'm Obsessed (my brain is teasing me!) & new story
15 years ago
General
I try not to talk about it much, but I can't help it, it's taking over my dreams, my mind, my life... fursuits. And I'm gonna use this journal to talk about stuff that I've wanted to talk about but never did, so here it is:
I'm serious, I've had 3 dreams about them. Here let me explain.
1st dream:
It was very short but I remember being in the passanger seat of an SUV and there were 3 furries in the car, and I remember that I was wearing a blue suit. That's when I changed my mind to a grey suit to a blue suit about a month ago. I can barally remember, but there may be a chance that
4sak3nfurry was in there, but you don't even have a fursuit, but I could have swore you were in there, cuz I remember someone had blue hair, but that's all i remember.
2nd dream:
I can't remember it at all, but I just know I had it.
3rd dream:
Actually happened last night and was the clearest image of me in fursuit.
I was in gym class on the bleachers and for some reason I had the body of my fursuit on (not my head, but everything else, yes). And I remember the look very well, and it was different than my current fursona looks (sorry ryan). The only difference is that the paws were the same color as the belly which is the same color as the inside of the ears which is the same color of my hair which is dark/dirty blond and the rest of the fursuit is light blue (as the color diplayed in my current fursona). But the dream itelf was odd, I was sitting there and then I had to take it off because we were about to play paintball (in gym? yes).
So, expecially last night's dream, had really got me into fursuiting and fursuits and fursuiters. I spent most of today thinking about my fursuit and considering what all i want done to it. Well, I do want what it showed me in my dream (basically just changing the color of the paws and the color of the blond cuz I was thinking about white paws, but that wouldn't match the rest of the suit, so I think it's a good change)
ACESSORIES =3
The necklace with my name on it and the bands with 'in memory of' still there, and my badge still there (but I have to get one first). I want to stick one of thoes glow stick things on there, maybe two of them, a blue one and a green one. Another thing I want to kinda be known for is, well, you know thoes dog toys that are small, clear, plastic balls and when you bounce them they flash in all kinds of different colors, ya I want a flash avitar with my fursona holding one of thoes ^^
August 2013, I'm gonna order my fursuit! Because of reserch, I've concluded that if I order it in august, I should get it by July, which, if I wanted, I could go to anthrocon, but I won't. Instead, while anthrocon is going on, I'm gonna do a livestream broadcast titled 'for thoes furries who are NOT at anthrocon' The main reason I'm waiting is because then I don't have to go and not know ANYONE, instead, if I wait a year, I can have some friends and possibly my best friend Sig can go with me ^^ Within 2013, I can go fursuiting in public places, I WANT TO GO FURSUITING AT A HIGH SCHOOL FOOTBALL GAME, THAT WOULD BE FREAKIN AWESOME (even though I'd be in college by this time, it'd still be cool, I'd be sure to make some youtube vids ^^ ) I also wanna go fursuting at the Bowling Green Mall, of corse, I'll have to get security premission to do that :/ Also, of corse, TONS of pictures and poses will make it here ^^, but that doesn't mean that I'll stop making stories, oh no, it doesn't.
I figured out that there's two or maybe three fur cons that I would be able to go to ^^, one is in indiana (or there about), and that's only a couple hours drive from where I live, but the bad part of that is that when that is over, anthrocon starts two days afterwards, by that time, i'd be so freaking tired of cons, i wouldn't want to go to another for years, and I don't want that. Two is, of corse, anthrocon! Three is mid-west fur con, which is also only a couple hours drive, and only on weekend, so it's a possibility ^^ there are a couple fursuiters that live in TN, so I can probably find a friend to go with me (if not, i can drag one of my friends to a con, that would be an interesing time for them ^^, it's so evil, i wanna do it ^^ just go up to Wesley or Payton (wes would be more fun though, so I'll take him) and say "hey, go to an anthropomorphic con with me" he would be dumb enough not to know what that is and go :D, of corse, wesley being my best friends, he would be the first regular human person that I tell, i will probably tell him first before my own family)
Okay, I had to get some of that out and on paper, so I feel better, but now I'm more eger than ever x3
New story: "Cut the Ties" (p.o.v. story) you can expect this one BEFORE 'the best of friends'
-mykee ^^
I'm serious, I've had 3 dreams about them. Here let me explain.
1st dream:
It was very short but I remember being in the passanger seat of an SUV and there were 3 furries in the car, and I remember that I was wearing a blue suit. That's when I changed my mind to a grey suit to a blue suit about a month ago. I can barally remember, but there may be a chance that
4sak3nfurry was in there, but you don't even have a fursuit, but I could have swore you were in there, cuz I remember someone had blue hair, but that's all i remember.2nd dream:
I can't remember it at all, but I just know I had it.
3rd dream:
Actually happened last night and was the clearest image of me in fursuit.
I was in gym class on the bleachers and for some reason I had the body of my fursuit on (not my head, but everything else, yes). And I remember the look very well, and it was different than my current fursona looks (sorry ryan). The only difference is that the paws were the same color as the belly which is the same color as the inside of the ears which is the same color of my hair which is dark/dirty blond and the rest of the fursuit is light blue (as the color diplayed in my current fursona). But the dream itelf was odd, I was sitting there and then I had to take it off because we were about to play paintball (in gym? yes).
So, expecially last night's dream, had really got me into fursuiting and fursuits and fursuiters. I spent most of today thinking about my fursuit and considering what all i want done to it. Well, I do want what it showed me in my dream (basically just changing the color of the paws and the color of the blond cuz I was thinking about white paws, but that wouldn't match the rest of the suit, so I think it's a good change)
ACESSORIES =3
The necklace with my name on it and the bands with 'in memory of' still there, and my badge still there (but I have to get one first). I want to stick one of thoes glow stick things on there, maybe two of them, a blue one and a green one. Another thing I want to kinda be known for is, well, you know thoes dog toys that are small, clear, plastic balls and when you bounce them they flash in all kinds of different colors, ya I want a flash avitar with my fursona holding one of thoes ^^
August 2013, I'm gonna order my fursuit! Because of reserch, I've concluded that if I order it in august, I should get it by July, which, if I wanted, I could go to anthrocon, but I won't. Instead, while anthrocon is going on, I'm gonna do a livestream broadcast titled 'for thoes furries who are NOT at anthrocon' The main reason I'm waiting is because then I don't have to go and not know ANYONE, instead, if I wait a year, I can have some friends and possibly my best friend Sig can go with me ^^ Within 2013, I can go fursuiting in public places, I WANT TO GO FURSUITING AT A HIGH SCHOOL FOOTBALL GAME, THAT WOULD BE FREAKIN AWESOME (even though I'd be in college by this time, it'd still be cool, I'd be sure to make some youtube vids ^^ ) I also wanna go fursuting at the Bowling Green Mall, of corse, I'll have to get security premission to do that :/ Also, of corse, TONS of pictures and poses will make it here ^^, but that doesn't mean that I'll stop making stories, oh no, it doesn't.
I figured out that there's two or maybe three fur cons that I would be able to go to ^^, one is in indiana (or there about), and that's only a couple hours drive from where I live, but the bad part of that is that when that is over, anthrocon starts two days afterwards, by that time, i'd be so freaking tired of cons, i wouldn't want to go to another for years, and I don't want that. Two is, of corse, anthrocon! Three is mid-west fur con, which is also only a couple hours drive, and only on weekend, so it's a possibility ^^ there are a couple fursuiters that live in TN, so I can probably find a friend to go with me (if not, i can drag one of my friends to a con, that would be an interesing time for them ^^, it's so evil, i wanna do it ^^ just go up to Wesley or Payton (wes would be more fun though, so I'll take him) and say "hey, go to an anthropomorphic con with me" he would be dumb enough not to know what that is and go :D, of corse, wesley being my best friends, he would be the first regular human person that I tell, i will probably tell him first before my own family)
Okay, I had to get some of that out and on paper, so I feel better, but now I'm more eger than ever x3
New story: "Cut the Ties" (p.o.v. story) you can expect this one BEFORE 'the best of friends'
-mykee ^^
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