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15 years ago
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Yet another journal, I keep making these stupid journals over nothing.
I'm really torn into pieces, when I go back to Houston. I'll be so much alone
without him. Still have some his things at my house. DJ was a true friend,
that can't be repeat.
One thing I do remember is we where sitting on top of my tahoe watching
texas night skies having a few drinks. He grabbed my hand and told me,
"Dezybo(my nickname he gave me) i'm going to tell this once and only once."
I laughed a little but looking at his face he was serious of what he was going
about to say.
"If anything happens to me, Please please dezy move on and dream big girl.
Don't let some dumbass push you around. Fight back and become the best
animator, for me and mainly FOR YOURSELF. Remember that always." Then
he kissed me on the forehead,"You will always be my buddy chica."
Going to miss your goofy laughs,
Make really funny comments,
and we always go to parties geting "CRUNK!",
go longboarding...hell everything that we do.
I'm here with your family big bro, and man we miss you. I still have those
badass sunglasses. I love you, i'll see you on the other side. :)
Here is that song by B.O.B. - airplanes; one of your favorite songs.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kn6-c223DUU&ob=av2e
I'm really torn into pieces, when I go back to Houston. I'll be so much alone
without him. Still have some his things at my house. DJ was a true friend,
that can't be repeat.
One thing I do remember is we where sitting on top of my tahoe watching
texas night skies having a few drinks. He grabbed my hand and told me,
"Dezybo(my nickname he gave me) i'm going to tell this once and only once."
I laughed a little but looking at his face he was serious of what he was going
about to say.
"If anything happens to me, Please please dezy move on and dream big girl.
Don't let some dumbass push you around. Fight back and become the best
animator, for me and mainly FOR YOURSELF. Remember that always." Then
he kissed me on the forehead,"You will always be my buddy chica."
Going to miss your goofy laughs,
Make really funny comments,
and we always go to parties geting "CRUNK!",
go longboarding...hell everything that we do.
I'm here with your family big bro, and man we miss you. I still have those
badass sunglasses. I love you, i'll see you on the other side. :)
Here is that song by B.O.B. - airplanes; one of your favorite songs.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kn6-c223DUU&ob=av2e
i actually live just outside of houston
And never forget... From what it says here, it seems to me that he was, without question... There for a reason...
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you figure out which one it is,
you will know what to do for each person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON,
...it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty;
to provide you with guidance and support;
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend, and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON,
because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it. It is real. But only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons;
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person,
and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Thank you for being a part of my life,
whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.
-- Poem by Aleksandra Lachut
Just remember... He made a difference. He made the world a better place. It's your job to live on and inspire within others, that which he inspired within you.