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15 years ago
(╬ ಠ益ಠ)********************************************** Man, for some reason tonight I feel all melancholy and lonely.
Maybe it's because my life looks like it's falling into place a bit, I signed my job contract for the airforce, it looks like I might get hired around here while I wait, I'm getting a little work on the side for laptop fixing money... All good things.
But like. I'm still all alone and shit. I know a lot of it is my shitty country town with it's shitty hateful country mormon rednecks, but man, I haven't had a girlfriend in like 3 years. As pathetic as that probably sounds to people who don't live in a place like Payette Idaho.
I would even do that internet girlfriend shit again, it's not really about the sex at all. I would settle for someone to tease and draw silly art of and have stupid coupleicons and shoutspam the fuck out of.
When I get my laptop back maybe I should download sl again. It was pretty fun to flirt there I guess.
Maybe it's because my life looks like it's falling into place a bit, I signed my job contract for the airforce, it looks like I might get hired around here while I wait, I'm getting a little work on the side for laptop fixing money... All good things.
But like. I'm still all alone and shit. I know a lot of it is my shitty country town with it's shitty hateful country mormon rednecks, but man, I haven't had a girlfriend in like 3 years. As pathetic as that probably sounds to people who don't live in a place like Payette Idaho.
I would even do that internet girlfriend shit again, it's not really about the sex at all. I would settle for someone to tease and draw silly art of and have stupid coupleicons and shoutspam the fuck out of.
When I get my laptop back maybe I should download sl again. It was pretty fun to flirt there I guess.
And thanks, that's one reason I picked the airforce. :3c The other being that my speciality is computer stuff, and there are more jobs for that there. I actually managed to land one of the cyberwarrior apprenticeship things, which is totally awesome.