So, needless to say, things have been rather chaotic since Saturday's havoc. I now have random family members, as well as almost everyone who ever had my phone number evar, suddenly calling me "just to keep in touch". Most of the rare times my family called me before would be to yell at me or tell me how they're somehow better than me. Though I can understand why my father would be freaking out over hearing the name of anyone related to him and the word "suicide" used in the same sentence...My uncle killed himself about 10 years ago. In fact, it's almost exactly ten years ago, which is haunting...I remember it being about two weeks before my birthday...So losing his brother to suicide, then losing his daughter to the same thing ten years later would be horrifying to think of. But I guess if anything "good" came out of this, it finally slapped him out of his "You can be my daughter when I feel like having a daughter" phase he's been in since...well...I was born, really.

My mother and sister are really pissing me off, though. My sister, as expected, is spreading lies about what exactly happened, and my mother believes every word of it, despite evidence to the contrary. On top of that, my mother's going to great lengths to get everyone to forget that any of this ever happened, and not talk about it ever again, because God forbid anyone should actually be concerned about my well-being. She's actually told be several times that "I don't want anyone worrying about you". Then again, this is coming from the same person who adamantly believes that I'm too stupid to be depressed, so go figure.

So I guess there's a few lessons to be learned in all of this:

1) I'm better off keeping my moth shut that opening up. Because without fail, speaking my mind makes things 9000+ times worse than it was before.

2) The internet is Srs Bizns.

3) Never write "I hate the world. Bye." in a post EVAR, unless, of course, you're warning people to never say that.

4) If you have a webcomic on a registered site. check in every so often to see what's posted on it.

I'm trying to get this back together, but it's a little difficult right now. I guess when large amounts of people suddenly think that you're either dead or about to die, it's an understandable situation. Gotta try to roll with it.

~Kyetsu