Lol.. meh just a random journal as i usually do
Just a bit of venting, nothing serious, im not going emo or anything, just thinking lots, my emotions are pretty blank

My oldest brother called right now, he was telling us that they might send him to Carolina on orders, he just recently had Knee surgery and stuff cuz of arthritis, well the only choices he could do, is either re inlist or go for the orders.. we told him not to reinlist but u know how military is.. brainwashing as hell, my bro pretty much said: i felt like i havent served my country well enough.. thing is.. he has gone to iraq 2 times already, and he just recently had a new born son.. in my opinion i just hate military, he think he cant do anything better.. blahh... well im not sure what he is gonna do.. and in the background, heh.. i could hear my nephew crying.. just the sound of it.. brought tears to my eyes... why would my brother want to leave his son?.. his wife?.. us?.. sigh... well.. that baby is strong, my brother is strong, im sure my bro wont leave us.. im positive... he has reinlisted 2 times already. bahh well, no worries, im sure everythings gonna be fine ^^ ---Tricky