Argh, I hate it when some of my unpleasant memories come back to haunt me. It still feels every bit as heart-stabbingly painful. It's hard to keep myself composed, but I've learned to keep going on, and I have faith that I'll get to my goals someday.


okays, no more nonsense xD
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I love my tablet so much, but the cooling fan started to make such horrible squealing sounds today D: This is just.. the worst time for something like this to happen. School is starting in 10 days, and there's no way I could get my tablet repaired that quickly. So.. argh, I spent a huge chunk of my savings on a macbook...pro. I thought this might be better for my tablet since it's 4+ years old and has been running for thousands of hours without crashing (but she's getting tired and slowing down significantly), and now I'll dedicate it to my art, so it doesn't have to deal with all the heavy workload anymore. It's weird to have to set up all these things on the computer again, but I think it's a worthy investment.. now I'll have to live on cheap food for months *sniff*


Btw, is it weird that I've been listening to Journey's song a lot lately? I LOVE their songs, and even though I've listened to them a million times when i was a kid (My dad played them in the car) they still feel every bit as heartwarming.