i dunno
15 years ago
For your information...
mowed the lawn before it rained today. almost all day.
And for the rest of the day I doodled and thought and where I am in my life right now. apparently i'm at a point where I'm second guessing a lot of the things i'm doing. i'm not sure if i wanna join the armed forces anymore, but i need a job. if i don't go to the forces, i'd like to have some kind of college degree for a job and actually have a career. but if i go to college i know i'll do good the first half of the semester and then lose interest and bomb out the last half.
got a bit depressed by it all so went jogging through the woods a bit, had a good long run and cleared my head only to come back to my room and find one of my dogs had destroyed my doodles x( NOOOOOO
I can't be mad at him though.. he's too cute and old and fluffy to be mad at.
oh well.. i guess i got a bit of the PCD and just wanna be around everyone again, i can't stand this being alone at home all the time anymore. ElDo is killing me slowly.
And for the rest of the day I doodled and thought and where I am in my life right now. apparently i'm at a point where I'm second guessing a lot of the things i'm doing. i'm not sure if i wanna join the armed forces anymore, but i need a job. if i don't go to the forces, i'd like to have some kind of college degree for a job and actually have a career. but if i go to college i know i'll do good the first half of the semester and then lose interest and bomb out the last half.
got a bit depressed by it all so went jogging through the woods a bit, had a good long run and cleared my head only to come back to my room and find one of my dogs had destroyed my doodles x( NOOOOOO
I can't be mad at him though.. he's too cute and old and fluffy to be mad at.
oh well.. i guess i got a bit of the PCD and just wanna be around everyone again, i can't stand this being alone at home all the time anymore. ElDo is killing me slowly.
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