future happenings
15 years ago
A lot will be happening in the future.
A WHOLE lot.
kinda pissy right now, but no point in going on about it. if anyone really wants to know, they can grab me by MSN (i think i have that listed, if not, i will soon)
What this basically means is this:
The way i've drawn Jasmine and company is linked closely to my personal life. not all of the characters are based off of real people, but some of them were based off of what i would like to have happened, in a way.
This 'potential' ive drawn from is quickly being reduced to rubble (im in that "anger step right now, so the way im saying certain things will be rather infused with anger). So unless a small miracle happenes, and trust is restored, Jasmine's universe my begin to look very very different, and soon. or it may not, entirely. right now i feel like wiping everything and starting over, but i know that isn't possible, on some levels, and it won't do any good. If certain situations with Jasmine change, however, it very likely reflects certain situations i find myself in.
that is, if i remember to freaking UPLOAD ANYTHING *facedesk*
well, its not like i -dont- have the time anymore, now i just need to work past my current emotional issues so i can draw again. I wanna start commisions, or at least requests so that i can get used to doing pictures for others in a timely manner. I can't lie to myself anymore, and need the extra income. but thats yet another story that i wont bother anyone with unless they wanna hear it.
Thanks for letting me vent, everyone. just needed a space to get this out.
A WHOLE lot.
kinda pissy right now, but no point in going on about it. if anyone really wants to know, they can grab me by MSN (i think i have that listed, if not, i will soon)
What this basically means is this:
The way i've drawn Jasmine and company is linked closely to my personal life. not all of the characters are based off of real people, but some of them were based off of what i would like to have happened, in a way.
This 'potential' ive drawn from is quickly being reduced to rubble (im in that "anger step right now, so the way im saying certain things will be rather infused with anger). So unless a small miracle happenes, and trust is restored, Jasmine's universe my begin to look very very different, and soon. or it may not, entirely. right now i feel like wiping everything and starting over, but i know that isn't possible, on some levels, and it won't do any good. If certain situations with Jasmine change, however, it very likely reflects certain situations i find myself in.
that is, if i remember to freaking UPLOAD ANYTHING *facedesk*
well, its not like i -dont- have the time anymore, now i just need to work past my current emotional issues so i can draw again. I wanna start commisions, or at least requests so that i can get used to doing pictures for others in a timely manner. I can't lie to myself anymore, and need the extra income. but thats yet another story that i wont bother anyone with unless they wanna hear it.
Thanks for letting me vent, everyone. just needed a space to get this out.
PixieWings
~pixiewings
huuugggsssss itll b okies im here fo ru and u know that ^^ always
PixieWings
~pixiewings
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