Being Indecisive is sucks and waiting for the decision of other is worse..

For a little updates... I haven't been feeling well lately and haven't been much on MSN. Even though I worry about people just can't find the strength to log on >.< I wonder what is wrong with me. Thing doesn't seems right and my mind is in chaos. Needed some rant here and there. But still I can really put my confusion out. Anyone know what can I do? Then again no one does lol I really need some crazy intervention here to help ><