..Don't worry, it's none of you guys. Just someone in my school. He's caught my attention only recently.

But I have no idea wether or not he's homosexual... I've known him actually for awhile, and by all I know, he's never had a girlfriend yet, so I don't know... I'm afraid to outright ask him!

But he's so dreamy... He's big, he plays football (or he used to, he quit cus of concussions), and muscles, murr... Everytime I see him, my pants get tight, and I oogle a bit. He's so masculine. Testosterone crazy. Blond hair, very handsome, well-built (in more than just muscle, I'm sure. ), not a total moron, like he ish kinda smart, very funny though. I love his humor, so clever... Also, he's kind, sensitive, but he's tough too, like, he is a very nice guy, but you should never get him mad. But I've never seen him mad, now that I think about it. He's into motorcycles, I actually thought one day of just looking up stuff on motorcycles, just to impress him, or have a conversation that will catch his interest.

I picture him in my mind so much, with a bit of drool when I get really into it (maybe cum, atleast, when I picture him shirt-less, or nude, more bare-chested though, cus the torso is what really attracts me, nice big biceps, massive pecs... I sometimes stare when we change for gym). I think he's been in my wet dreams as well.

Does this sound wrong? Thinking of a guy like this, am I being to stalkerish, or maybe too hopeful. I don't even know if he likes me. Nor if he's even gay. This crush might just lead to me getting heartbroken....

Maybe I'll just stick to a long distance relationship, without him ever knowing. Just to stare, and dream...



Sincerely yours,
Jason


# Oh, and his name is Kyle , if it matters to anyone.