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I've been trying to be better, less thirsty for all the argueably evil things I was into before.

It will always be a part of me, but like an old friend said after reading my aura "Im a dark angel"

I don't want to be seen as a monster, I'm mannerly and kind to any who dont insist I change to a jackass.

I also don't want to be known for "Mala" who IS a real personality. Not just the character I based of him.

Due to a LOT of hallucinating recently and over-thinking, I feel it is time I find equilibrium with my angel.

"Need More Angels" - Tech N9ne


Drama, use to be my middle name
with ecstasy, sex and technically set me for a little fame
it gets to me, when the people I used to know switch and change
regretfully, I'm gonna say I don't wanna see none of 'em again
They stressin' me, when they think 'cause of my absence I'm playin' games
When really I just work in strain to let everybody else feel my pain
and respectfully, I gotta say buzz off you and Tech Nina thangs in jeopardy
'cause I need angels around me they should cling
but you never be strange lane
I feel this deep in my vein
Like Leprosy, you attackin' my nerves and mess with my brain
It's vexin' me, ain't a angel inside you distrustin' vain is your recipe
to complain is necessity, you're to blame so I reckon we,
no longer straight, that's why I never came
When you beckoned me, I need peace in my life
But with you need gangs and weaponary, im too busy to have these lousy lames
To come question me, man I really do need more angels blessing me

You see we've all done our dirt
God knows that I have and I know I can't take that back
But I can say today I'm makin a change
Ima leave the drama in my past
So if you try to bring me down
Don't you ever come around
I got no space in my life for negative
I said I need, I need more angels around me

Need, somebody to bring me a brighter day
Not somebody that when I see them coming gotta hide away
Like these losers leavin messages
Then gon try and say I went Hollywood when i dont answer
So you know I press delete right away
I need the drama gone, like I met my mama home
yep, persona's piranha, beyond the haters try my home
so if you wanna get on us, you get the lama chrome
I know that you hear me even though im speakin minor tones
thats to the demons who callin leavin' me death threats
been a couple of years of my spirit, aint even left yet.

(Chorus)

Need sun rays, not a dark cloud, that's why there still lookin for me like where art thou?
Oh brother, they so cluttered and hearts foul, ain't never return there call and they bout to start now
Need angel wings not gargoyle, you bring that beef to me get ready to get charbroiled
I treated them so nice in the past, this people are spoiled, reject them demons and get 'em all off of our soil
And when the smoke clears in your retina, who cleaned it up
You got to give it up to slegna, the black boots and red strings come to bless ya, less ya mess mesh
And threats best ya exa, dust yes that's us, but my angle, is to break loose of these webs that's so tangled
Such a shame ya name remains painful, so change ya games, cause we were stained but became angels