So i just got done watching this episode of Nana, the one where shoji breaks up with her. and it got me thing about when turic broke up with me and i started crying again. and I realized i was really horrible towards him, but i am glad that he has his bf, i mean as long as he is happy that's all that matters, my cupcake hasn't called me in a long while so i am worried that she is in trouble or i have done something wrong again, i always seem to do something wrong, i am such a loser, sometimes i wonder if my friends only hang out with me cause they pity me, watch only no one show up to my bday party this weekend. *tears* *dies* bye




i am going to get a bath now,
Pebbles