that's why my journals are so pointless.

I suffer from nearly everything you do. Except I can draw males but am more comfortable with females and I'm only confused when I'm given too much information at once or not enough.

You DON'T have to DO or THINK or BE anything you don't want to be. That's what so grate about freedom of life. No one can control you, if you don't like something, if you don't want to do something, no one can ever force you to do it, no one.

if you don't like drawing males, simply don't do it. and trust me, you NEVER have to drink alchohol if you don't want to, and if you have friends that are going to sit there and say your a pussy for not drinking alch, then you need new friends dude. (and also the reason, that, as a guy, I have and always will only hang with girls, becuase guys are jerks, give you peer preasure, and have very weird attitudes toward their "friends"). Hounestly, if you dont like alch, get a coke, that's what i would do, becuase alch is disgusting, it's harmful to your body, and your destroing your internls to fit in, which is horrible.

No one likes fat people, not even fat people, it's not pretty and it looks disgusting. They have surgery and work out programs, it's the fat peoples fault they are fat.

A lot of people dont like being looked at while they are working, it's not exactly something that's very conveintent to the artist and it's perfectly understandable.

Ok yeah, school can be a bitch, but when you have your degree and that 4 hour thesis you worked on has made you have a comftorble life, your going to look back on it and go "Gawd im go glad I wrote that stupid thing". As for not putting to much effort into doing something, NOTHING, NOTHING in this world worth doing or worth haveing comes easy, the more you work at something,and the more time you put into it, the more beautiful it will become in the end, and the more you'll look back on it and say "That was so worth it".

Sometimesd people obesses over something and become fans of something simply becuase they like it, or have found happiness in it. And yeah, fanboys/girls can be anoying sometimes, but there are always going to be things in life that are little anoyances, just go along with it, mabey become a fan of something your self and see what it feels like, never hurts to try something new (Hell, thats how I became a furry in the first place :3).

No one likes being confused, but almost everyone is confused. Just a little fact of life. But as long as you have someone there you can ask questions to, don't sweat it, ask away. That's what INTELLIGENT conversation amounts to, people asking each other questions.

Haha, this was fun, got anymore? :3

Always the best way to deal with males.