Okay so.. I found out some stuff about myself..
I have abandonment issues, that means that, because of people abandoning I get very sad when people doesn't answer me for a longer period of time, or just suddenly just leaving. I get really sad when that happens.. So people already know it. Because of that I have been feeling bad in my stomach for the last couple of days. Thats the other bad thing that had happened to me, I've been having stomach cramps from being sad and emotional.. Yesterday I was up till 3 AM being sad, talking some stuff over with a very good friend of mine, who told me why I was feeling like I was. I don't know when this is gonna be fixed, but life goes on anyways.
What I'm not sure of is what have hurt me so badly that I feel so sick.. it's really just annoying.. What was the best thing about yesterday was that I got to cry some, leitting my emotions go loose for a bit, it loosened it up a bit.. but it seems to be coming back for a reason I do know. ):

Else I hope everyone else is feeling good. Now it's time for me to go to bed.. so I can sleep some today.. This day where I have actually done something else then playing games on the computers. I made some new good friends and thats amazing! heh..

Peace out Duce. <3