Today Im going to have to work hard on my assignments in class...its so difficult its hard to follow along with it. But I know I can do it. It just takes hard work.

I went around going places to get applications. I got this feeling that I might get hired at Denny's near the Fred Meyer. I just checked it out yesterday and they kind of acted weird and got people all around me...(I was wearing my chef uniform...) So yeah...lol...I guess they might need a chef or something. If they need one then I wont have to worry about a job cause they'll hire me....Im just confident about this one.

Yesterday though...I was in one of those moods ya know? I was so bored that I wanted to do something...so I grabbed a pitcher and walked all the way down to the river.

I went blackberry picking. Though I cause myself pain and suffering to get them...I have a lot of scratches and that sort of thing due to the thorns in the plants...I got them on my legs, arms, chest and stuff...and had to go through a lot of bugs and all that. Im hurting right now but when I got done I was near the river and decided to go the less harmful way and I slipped and fell into the river and I swam to the other side cause there wasnt any place to get up the way I fell and I realized my phone was in my pocket. So I took it out and it was all sparky and it was vibrating like the shock was going through my hands.

It was really weird so I walked home with my pickings of that day and I told my mom that my phone got wet cause I fell. She was shocked and scared cause I need my phone cause I go all the way to Downtown Portland from Canby...its like a 1 1/2 hour trip to there and back and well...I dont have the phone with me right now cause it doesnt work.

I have no pictures of my boyfriend on that phone anymore...and I dont have any numbers that I have saved on there of that of my friends so I dont know their numbers now. I need to get my boyfriends number again and all that. I cannot believer everything on the phone is lost...my mom says I might need to get a new one....maybe if I do...I can get a better one? I dunno but my dad was like...you dont even need a damn phone. My response was that I laughed. He glared at me and he was like, WHAT!?! I was like...nothing...I was just laughing. My dad is so rude. But yeah...now...Im phone-less...and what if my boyfriend wants to call me or something...or if a job offer is trying to reach me? Im so...in the DEAD ZONE!!!