i was really excited but the longer the day goes the scareder i get.. what if i dont fit in and they dont like me or once again i make a ass of my self or worest i could embarrass evo. i dont want to to that.

been dealin with the ex all day i am sure thats not helping.. hes so happy and cheerful and wants to stop in to talk to me, yea i know bad idea.. although hes is leaving her in the truck (he drives a 18 wheeler) i think she is to scared to face me.

so to meet and greet or not? theres my delima