I can haz good things now......?
15 years ago
Jeez. I don't even have time to frickin' get on anymore and look like I used too.... this whole 'adult' thing has to be just a phase right? >> RIGHT?! No? Oh.... Well that's alright too. Imma get my furry butt back to writing soon I swear. I've been scribbling down some stuff at work but I use a lot of my off time just surfing the web or sleeping.
Also. This week sucked a lot. :/ Apparently I've been leading on my non-fur guy for this entire go because I looked and spoke and might like another guy that actually lives in my country and didn't tell him immediatly. According to everyone else he's just being a big baby and jealous... but I'm not so sure, what if I am the disgusting person that leads guys on....? *sigh* Anyway.... I guess things will get better in time. I know I've been whining a lot lately but still. Not all of it's my fault. I gotta have someone to vent to too.... and he was the guy I trusted most. *sigh and headdesk* I guess I'll just be a robot again. At least without emotions I don't have to worry about being hurt again. :/ Right? RIGHT?! Well besides physically anyway since my clumsiness only seems to be getting worse and worse as things get just that. I think I'm getting to the point I don't care anymore as long as I'm not walking in front of a car. :/ And I'm even begining to wonder why I care about that. I'm obviously not worth anything anymore.
Also. This week sucked a lot. :/ Apparently I've been leading on my non-fur guy for this entire go because I looked and spoke and might like another guy that actually lives in my country and didn't tell him immediatly. According to everyone else he's just being a big baby and jealous... but I'm not so sure, what if I am the disgusting person that leads guys on....? *sigh* Anyway.... I guess things will get better in time. I know I've been whining a lot lately but still. Not all of it's my fault. I gotta have someone to vent to too.... and he was the guy I trusted most. *sigh and headdesk* I guess I'll just be a robot again. At least without emotions I don't have to worry about being hurt again. :/ Right? RIGHT?! Well besides physically anyway since my clumsiness only seems to be getting worse and worse as things get just that. I think I'm getting to the point I don't care anymore as long as I'm not walking in front of a car. :/ And I'm even begining to wonder why I care about that. I'm obviously not worth anything anymore.
-MomoChen-