http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1yw1Tgj9-VU&ob=av2e

"I tried so hard and got so far, but in the end it doesn't even matter. I had to fall to lose it all, but in the end, it doesn't even matter~~"

All the time and effort wasted, all the things lost, all the missed opportunities in my life...there's no going back...only memories and dreams of what could have been. I fall. I've fallen many times and I will fall many more times. Life will beat me up and throw me down, life will strip me of my pride and being, leaving me with nothing. But in the end it doesn't even matter, because I will always get back up again and I will start anew. And when I do I ask God: "Where do I go from here?" He responds: "Forward." In the end, forward it shall be...