well before I start I know that there are a very good few furs that have talked to me in my journal's that I have posted here but I’m wanting to know .... if anyone would like to help give pointers on how and what to do when meeting other furs in real life I know this is more of a thing to do over msn or some other privert messenger service but due to the time zones it can be a real pain in the arse at times but,
it's I don't know I just think that I’m not a people person, I’m just too shy to just jump off the deep end of the unknown when meeting new people as for example when I’ve been at meets I keep myself to myself and when I start to feel comfortable I’ll start to talk and what not but I’ve been to meet where furs of both sexes have started scritching and cuddling and what not, but the second that they do it to me I lock up and go all stiff I keep talking ... but I just end up fidgeting like I don't like it,
but don't get me wrong I like a good cuddle, after a bit of Dutch courage though I’m like everyone’s my mate and I cuddle up to people I’ve only meet minutes ago, but when I’m online and talk to other's or (used to) role play I’d be fine with it even on yiffing level with both sex's it didn't matter I just can't understand why I just can't be that confident,
It’s taken quite abit of thought to this and alot of deleting and starting this journal again, but after reading though it, it sounds like i'm to worried what they’re going to think of me.
but on saying that i know that you can't please everyone in the world but i just don't want to cock it all up in front of a load of people/furs that I like to get along with, and I think I’ve just dug myself deeper in the floor when talking to people online and it's slowly entered real life and i'd like to thank you if you have got this far in to reading the complete random rambul of nothingness above
wessa