So as some of you know I've had exteme abdominal pain since the begining of sept. It like comes and goes and kinda builds up. First they thought gallbladder, got an ultrasound, no stones, ruled out. Then I had to wait till oct for a gastroscopy cause then they thought ulcer. So I waited, it actually went away for a week and came back with avengence now. Got my scope they found my duodenum is inflammex gave me acid reducing pills and kinds said check bsck in three months. Meanwhile I get home I feel fine, take a nap to shake off the med. Wake up, was just watching tv and was hit by the worst pain yet. I ended up going upstairs lieing in bed and just crying. This lasted over 6 hours, I ended up getting sick of staring at my wall thought I could distract myself with tv. Mom notices my pain asks mr if I want to go to emergency. At the time I said no, I didn't feel like them casting me up with an inflammex duodenum of whatever, as I've already been like dropped down the list due to the diagnosis changing, but the pain hasn't changed. Not to mention chills, fever, dizzy, nausea, vomitting and all that. Got to see my doc today, mom came with me to stress thenpain, it's my own fault in that dept, I said I'm in pain but I've been really calm in saying it and I don't think the doc were taking me seriously. Well my family doc says an inflammed dudenum would not be causing that severe amount of pain though is still treating me for duodenum. Acid reducing pills and some pills that relax the stomach so food can pass easier through the inflammation. Though truthfully hungry or full it hurts. He gave me some t3 for pain but I don't want to ignore the pain cause if I have another attack like that I should go to emergency to push a ct scan. My doc is just trying to rule out the common ailments cause he doesn't want to get into the uncommon but I am sick of not knowing. I have a pretty high pain tolerance and this pain I am absolutely terrified of, I don't want to go through attacks of it, I really wanted it to just be and ulcer, even if they removed my gallbladder in the first place I would of rather had the pain of surgery then this. I just feel myself mentally breaking down it's already at that point. It's just so difficult.

Anyway, this is why I havnt updated and been so slow with my last two commissions, it's just too painful to concentrate :( sorry I'm working just extremly slow!










Still Selling!

This one - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4317091/ (As is)
This one- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3093817/ (As is, though I could make a port out of it.)

Prices negotiable. Just want them used really and a lil extra moola for it would be nice. :)



Also Help a friend out  godawfulracket is trying to make some moola and offering commissions!