Been meaning to write this, Just remembered, not waiting. For some to know others already, about me and my furry self.

Nyxiin Is me. I'm Nyxiin. Its a spiritual Connection with myself. She isn't a character, she isn't made up. She came to me when I was meditating awhile back to find myself. She is My Soul. My Animal is a Pouncing fox. And my Gaurdian is a black Were-wolf/Jackal.

Now for a story on Nyxiin and what she is.

Nyxiin is a Skoxy, not a Skox Or a Were-fox with a skunk tail

She came to me as Nyxiin back when I played D&D (to busy for it). I play 2.0-3.5 also. She came to me as Nyxiin Narvana, a Foxen. Foxen, or Were-fox, live on the Edge of the Plains. They are a very honored village, as you can tell. Really they are Thieves. But that's for D&D only :P

Foxens are born as Pups. When they hit Puberty or PMS they start turning into Anthros as you call them. As soon as they're 16-18 they can control their forms, Full Fox, "Anthro" (Were form) Even Human.

Later, about 17 I dug up some old drawings of my 12th-13th year of Jackals. Oh how do I love Set the Egyptian God So with a passion. God is he damn sexy XD So I decided to make her Half Jackal and Fox. about the Late 17th year, I had a dream, and I visualized myself, more in a clearer form. A Tall red Fox with a skunk tail. Why? Remember, my Animal is the Fox. But the Skunk is because I will spray if you mess with me. I won't carry out the drama, I will just spray you once, and walk away. And ever since, Whenever I close my eyes and picture me and Tracker, I see myself, Nyxiin with him.

So to sum it all up. My Soul is a Red Were-fox with a Skunk tail, and if you trace back her Family tree, there is Jackal in it (The Warriors of Set/Seth/Sutekh (what ever you prefer him). She has been around for Ages on end, As the Shaman, Warrior, Healer, Priestess, Leader, and even Loner. Do I believe in Past lives? I don't know, but I do get these Clear Vivid Dreams. So souls may live on. But Lives don't.

I don't have a religion. I'm not Athiest or anything like that. I don't have a title for my belief. I'm just here trying to find out whats right and wrong. When the time Comes, I will know mine. But for now, I rather Remain Numb.

Also Leaving for England November 20th-December 4th. Manchester, UK with my lover  brokensplinter

I'm very excited, And I cannot wait to See him again, and actually Cuddle without people yelling at us!

So yeah, Major update.