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15 years ago
is it immature of me to miss my boyfriend when I'm 2 hours away from him? even if I come home for 3 days out of the week, every week?
is it really that immature of me to fear leaving after having an ex who probably would've left me and cheated on me and blamed me for it if I ever lived 2 hours away from him?
Is it that horrible that I wish I could just be around him, all the time? especially since I'm so used to being with him everyday?
I honestly have no reason to doubt or worry with Rhett, I know he's there and he always shows up every friday to pick me up and bring me home. Its becoming routine now and it isn't as hard to deal with, but yes, I did have some trouble with adjusting the first couple of weeks. Admittedly, since my roommates and I don't get along and I hardly see the few friends I've made at college, I still want to come home. All the time.
Also, why, WHY FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, do people always presume "I miss my boyfriend" means "I just wanna go home to shag him"? For christ's sake it doesn't. I was in a relationship that revolved around that shit. My ex, every time he said "I miss you" it basically meant "i miss you for the sex." since apparently that's all i was good for. the fact that i did everything to try helping him get his license, a job, an apartment, ect. yeah
Sorry for the random bout of boohoo shit right now guys. Just got trolled on my old dA account, normally I wouldn't care and I'd laugh but I can't joke about this shit. BUT NO NO APPARENTLY MISSING MY BOYFRIEND AND WANTING TO JUST LIKE, BE WITH HIM, MAKES ME A DRAMA QUEEN AND WHORE. go me.
i don't know anymore. kgjgfhfjh. i just really hope i'm not being irrational q__q
for the record: i know there are a lot of people who have it rougher with relationships. so i'm not trying to be all MY LIFE IS OVER I'M 2 HOURS AWAY OMG WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?!?!? no i just miss him. sfjksfdf. I really do understand that there are people who deal with a greater distance and only see their love once in a great while. So I know I don't have it nearly as rough as some people.
is it really that immature of me to fear leaving after having an ex who probably would've left me and cheated on me and blamed me for it if I ever lived 2 hours away from him?
Is it that horrible that I wish I could just be around him, all the time? especially since I'm so used to being with him everyday?
I honestly have no reason to doubt or worry with Rhett, I know he's there and he always shows up every friday to pick me up and bring me home. Its becoming routine now and it isn't as hard to deal with, but yes, I did have some trouble with adjusting the first couple of weeks. Admittedly, since my roommates and I don't get along and I hardly see the few friends I've made at college, I still want to come home. All the time.
Also, why, WHY FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, do people always presume "I miss my boyfriend" means "I just wanna go home to shag him"? For christ's sake it doesn't. I was in a relationship that revolved around that shit. My ex, every time he said "I miss you" it basically meant "i miss you for the sex." since apparently that's all i was good for. the fact that i did everything to try helping him get his license, a job, an apartment, ect. yeah
Sorry for the random bout of boohoo shit right now guys. Just got trolled on my old dA account, normally I wouldn't care and I'd laugh but I can't joke about this shit. BUT NO NO APPARENTLY MISSING MY BOYFRIEND AND WANTING TO JUST LIKE, BE WITH HIM, MAKES ME A DRAMA QUEEN AND WHORE. go me.
i don't know anymore. kgjgfhfjh. i just really hope i'm not being irrational q__q
for the record: i know there are a lot of people who have it rougher with relationships. so i'm not trying to be all MY LIFE IS OVER I'M 2 HOURS AWAY OMG WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?!?!? no i just miss him. sfjksfdf. I really do understand that there are people who deal with a greater distance and only see their love once in a great while. So I know I don't have it nearly as rough as some people.
Sorry for just swooping in like this XD I have a friend going through the same situation.
I haven't even HEARD about people thinking that when you miss your boyfriend that you want to have sex with him. O_O When people don't understand how much I miss my fiance, they assume that I am not strong enough and I need to stand up and be a strong woman and learnt to be independent. Fffft