are you healthy?-if not it could do with how you eat and stuff

It varies greatly from junk in a hurry on some nights, to steamed fish n veggies other times.

Eat fruit trust me it'll work ^^
If I can ever get some xD

Because you live so far away from a Boon.

it's 2010, where the hell are those teleporters I've been waiting for!

I ask myself the same thing. I'm jut Bi-polar though, my mind can't accept that things are going great so it makes things up to force me to be sad.

I deal with that a lot, but I quit going to doctors and taking their pills. Weed works for me, but I can't do it all the time. I can't work efficiently on it, and too much use makes me "shut-in" paranoid.

I never touch the stuff. and I don't take pills anymore. I simply meditate when I need to relax myself x3

I'm going through the same thing *hugs*
There's times when I'm just randomly depressed but it's getting better just remember
It'll get better hun.

I'm on prozac and I'm so fed up with having to be on junk when all I did was cry my eyes out at a doctors office when I was 15, my grandma had a grandmaul stroke, everything else was bad. And because they started me on zoloft, I've gone through just about every kind.

This country doesn't need to be on pills anymore, I think it's about time.
I mean some people have the curse of hearing or seeing things, and they need the help.
But physcology has evolved and that's why places like mental hospitals or recovery has changed and don't keep anyone.
And if anyone has bipolar it's drug induced also 80% studies have shown. Induced meaning even because of say, anti depressants themselves. Docs really don't want anyone to be on pills, of course there's always a black sheep doctor.

BAD PILLS. BAD.

XD

*huggles* Sorry for the long comment. X.X

Thanks for the insightful reply.
The medical community failed me personally long, long ago.
I had a job briefly with a pharmaceutical company, doctors are extremely pressured (and although it's supposedly illegal, heavily bribed) to push out the scripts.
I went overboard with the self-help, and that caused a lot of the imbalance, but not the problems behind it.

I have to drink a ton of caffiene because of the ticks. It actually makes it go away, nerve damage. X3
I love them to pieces. xD Those companies. And their laws hehe.
BUT THAT'S OKAY.
*overcharged*
Over 9000 different kinds.

Wow, caffeine helping with ticks!? Never heard that before, how awesome.

Sparks energy drink shh xD HAhahakjsdhaksjd
No I can't even have a mountain dew before it starts making me so hyper I get nervous and anxious like crazy. --;
And I never use to be that way -_-
The only thing that even helps ticks is a drink. *sigh*

Congratulations for the house. I think it was important for you so I'm glad it worked out.

For the sadness, I think we tend to develop an habit. At least that was my case and I still
have to fight the tendency from time to time. It takes a bit of training and effort but it is
worth it and no pills or chemicals can do that for you.

Thanks ^^
House buying is one of the most stressful ordeals I have ever experienced (in adulthood.) It probably contributed much to being "off balance".

yeah, I know what you mean.

hmm i think about this alot i feel like this when im missing the one person that means most to me i think u need to find who most important to you and send time with that person making him/her as happy as they can be it makes u happy trust me it works

I have been in a serious relationship for 7 years now (like old married queens...but padded.)
Sometimes there are things we can blame our feelings of sadness and anger on, but when those feelings come on strong, and there is no conceivable reason at all...that's when I seriously worry.

Im sure once you settle into a routine youll be goo again ^^