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15 years ago
It'll be at least 5.5 months before things can really settle down.
and even if my current fiasco ends on time, there's another disaster ahead lol
I need a fresh start. I feel I need to recreate myself, in a sense.
I feel like all my resources here are gone.
I always wanted to move to the west coast.
Not California, I need someplace less bankrupt and definitely less on fire. I may
want to get out of the boonies, California looks like another planet sometimes rofl
I got a great friend out near where I would like to go to. Always sweet and understanding,
I've loved this person since we met. This person knows more about me than myself
sometimes, and is my greatest ally, always dependable.
But that's a LONG way off, yet. That is a lot of money to save, and it will take a
great amount of effort and patience.
If anyone still keeps an eye on this account, I want to thank you.
Thank you for your patience and understanding. I know I haven't been the
greatest producer of work while a member of this place, but I haven't abandoned it.
I just need a new muse, I need to quit taking so much of my actual life and imbibing
my art and worlds with it.
Currently, I have very little motivation to draw anything from SIREN because of it.
I'm sure the characters will live on, reincarnated, even if i scrap the project, because
I've put so much of myself into it.
I really do want to get back here, fully. I'm just so emotionally askew from life that
it is difficult to self-motivate. And anyone that has watched me for any significant
amount of time knows how difficult I can find that, normally.
Again, thank you all for your continued patience.
[EDIT] Speaking of fresh starts, please send requests/commission inquiries to
fennecstudios which I will be using as a more professionally run acct, and less personal and nutty like this one[/EDIT]
and even if my current fiasco ends on time, there's another disaster ahead lol
I need a fresh start. I feel I need to recreate myself, in a sense.
I feel like all my resources here are gone.
I always wanted to move to the west coast.
Not California, I need someplace less bankrupt and definitely less on fire. I may
want to get out of the boonies, California looks like another planet sometimes rofl
I got a great friend out near where I would like to go to. Always sweet and understanding,
I've loved this person since we met. This person knows more about me than myself
sometimes, and is my greatest ally, always dependable.
But that's a LONG way off, yet. That is a lot of money to save, and it will take a
great amount of effort and patience.
If anyone still keeps an eye on this account, I want to thank you.
Thank you for your patience and understanding. I know I haven't been the
greatest producer of work while a member of this place, but I haven't abandoned it.
I just need a new muse, I need to quit taking so much of my actual life and imbibing
my art and worlds with it.
Currently, I have very little motivation to draw anything from SIREN because of it.
I'm sure the characters will live on, reincarnated, even if i scrap the project, because
I've put so much of myself into it.
I really do want to get back here, fully. I'm just so emotionally askew from life that
it is difficult to self-motivate. And anyone that has watched me for any significant
amount of time knows how difficult I can find that, normally.
Again, thank you all for your continued patience.
[EDIT] Speaking of fresh starts, please send requests/commission inquiries to
fennecstudios which I will be using as a more professionally run acct, and less personal and nutty like this one[/EDIT]