i know what you mean. i think its the chemical changes in your own personal environment has a strong effect on you.

I have no clue but I did spend a lot of time at work seriously thinking of and considering the coolest way possible to off myself. (which I've never done before)
I think I'll be subscribing to some over the counter anti depressants this year because the thought of being in that mind set again frightens me.

Then again maybe it's the lack of significant change since this only really started when I moved to Florida (lived up north most of my life). No idea but I'm over it for now I think so it's pizza, jack and venture bros tonight.

DRUGS WILL FUCK YOU UP.

tahts all ill say about that so please dont do them

anti depressants are always like playing with fire granted but at the very least I'm at least picking up some of that herbal st. johns wart stuff

i just sit through stuff like a man and tough it out cold turkey :[

even though i think about offing myself quite often its normally because i lack sun and the fact ive never had a "enter complain here".

a shotgun to the dick

heh

hey don't be too depressed. at least your art is good.

I got over that whole depression thing last night. No idea what it was or what triggered it, but thanks.

... as for the art... Just about everything in my gallery is commissioned. I'm just the jerkoff with the crappy characters throwing money around.

dude, i wish people commissioned my shitty characters. haha

you still have cool shit on your page, but okay dude.