Friendship?
15 years ago
Friendship is a lovely isn't it?
A friendship build up between two people some way or another, it can be a common interest, words spoken or another thing. For me I have gained and lost many friendships, some have been longer then others.. Friendship is build up slowly, you learn to trust the other person, by telling stuff you wouldn't tell to just any person, slowly you grow closer and start to tell each other secrets and from that point you know that you'll be friends for a long time... Those friends are the ones you can tell everything to and you are completely honest around them, no being fake or telling lies... I have such friends, I would give my life for theirs, no question about it. Talking to them or just spending ten minutes with them can lighten up a sad and gray day. If you're sad you can talk to them, and the other way around. You trust what they say of course the trust what you say.. If someone ask you all randomly how are you feeling, you would at most times answer I'm fine, thank you, then still be sad inside because of something. If one of those special friends ask you about that, I personally would tell them what was wrong and why. Then if they ask you if anything is wrong and you say no, you're speaking truthfully, right? because you're not keeping the truth from your best friends....
So the other day a friend that I considered as one of my very best friends decided to ask me if there was anything wrong, at that time the only thing that could be wrong was that I was tiered, so I truthfully told. No there is nothing wrong why do you ask? And for some reason I kept on asking me if there was anything wrong and kept telling him, no there is nothing wrong... Then I snapped.. I'm not fully sure why I did so, it was most likely the lack of sleep and that he kept assuming that something was wrong. So I ended up telling him to just leave me the fuck alone.. Now I can't figure if I feel bad about it or not.. I'm not really sure about it, but what I do know if these next days I'm spending with a lot of friend, which is good and I relax in and my head.. all in all just relax and feel well.
A friendship build up between two people some way or another, it can be a common interest, words spoken or another thing. For me I have gained and lost many friendships, some have been longer then others.. Friendship is build up slowly, you learn to trust the other person, by telling stuff you wouldn't tell to just any person, slowly you grow closer and start to tell each other secrets and from that point you know that you'll be friends for a long time... Those friends are the ones you can tell everything to and you are completely honest around them, no being fake or telling lies... I have such friends, I would give my life for theirs, no question about it. Talking to them or just spending ten minutes with them can lighten up a sad and gray day. If you're sad you can talk to them, and the other way around. You trust what they say of course the trust what you say.. If someone ask you all randomly how are you feeling, you would at most times answer I'm fine, thank you, then still be sad inside because of something. If one of those special friends ask you about that, I personally would tell them what was wrong and why. Then if they ask you if anything is wrong and you say no, you're speaking truthfully, right? because you're not keeping the truth from your best friends....
So the other day a friend that I considered as one of my very best friends decided to ask me if there was anything wrong, at that time the only thing that could be wrong was that I was tiered, so I truthfully told. No there is nothing wrong why do you ask? And for some reason I kept on asking me if there was anything wrong and kept telling him, no there is nothing wrong... Then I snapped.. I'm not fully sure why I did so, it was most likely the lack of sleep and that he kept assuming that something was wrong. So I ended up telling him to just leave me the fuck alone.. Now I can't figure if I feel bad about it or not.. I'm not really sure about it, but what I do know if these next days I'm spending with a lot of friend, which is good and I relax in and my head.. all in all just relax and feel well.
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