Ok, sorry this is my first journal and thought it is my very first on this site, it isn't a very good one, infact it is very depressing. About a 3 day after I joined FA my girl friend left me for another guy and yesterday when she left me I was feeling ok, just abit bruised up by the news, however today I feel a good 20 times worse. I spent time crying on and off today, I just loved her so much and the fact she left me for another man hurts more. I don't think I'll be doing alot of what I normally do today. Just survive the day, catch my favorite game show, catch Doma's livestream, and go to bed. I am dead serious when I say this, I feel like shit and I don't feel like being clownish. On Deviant art I haven't told anyone because I have alot more friends on that site and I don't wanna show my pain and suffering on the site and worry most of my friends.

I swear this is the worst I have ever felt...