You wouldn't believe the things that have changed my ideas/perception on life. I have had experienced something so powerful I wish not to explain it here. But It has changed my life and my well being. I do not lie anymore about anything. I speak truthfully. My life has changed. I set up my bank account and I'm going to get my Merchant Mariner's Training. I truthfully do not know where it is. Its a bit confusing about what been going on, nor do I think this journal is really going to make much sense for the fact of my lack of sleep lately. I'm finally leaving Michigan the 21st and I'm not looking back. I'm looking forward to my new future in which I've been striving for. I must say, I thank my Mom and Dad for their support, they have supported me thru this not only mentally, but they have helped on the financial sense as well. My main goal after starting work is paying off my parents for all the help they've done, then I'm going to money saved up and get my life started. I'm really looking forward to this. I must thank Eman as well for his help as well. He's giving me a place to stay and helped me when I needed it. Which I am very grateful for his kindness. Thus I will be paying him off as well. This journal in a way, is to get my feelings about somethings off my mind and to let others know of the changes I've made. I wish everyone all the luck in the world. I hope the best for all of you in the near future. Love to everyone.

~ZevIn