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August 9, 2007 / Thursday
18 years ago
Gosh, today is the weirdest day, I woke up at 4:30 am and I was like, 'god I dont feel like getting up'. I didnt even take a shower. I dont stink so...lol.
But yeah...*meepers* I forgot to call my boyfriend last night...I was just too tired...all getting ready for my finals and all that. And plus my friend Justin came home yesterday, he was away for a while. Probably around a month or so.
So today, Im going to finish up everything for my finals tomorrow and then I'll be completely done with both of my classes for this 3 week period. Too bad I wasnt in any cooking classes...or something cause then I would've made something for my hunny.
Its getting colder and colder each day...it seems summer is beginning to end...and fast.
From my thoughts...it seems my boyfriend has started his job by now. So Im really happy for him. As for me I have figured out my problem. Im about to start my externship real soon and it starts in November...and I need to be able to stay in one place longer than 6 months. Or something...well I'll get paid on my Externship...but I really wanted to get my boyfriend that promise bracelet before I left...well if I get some work some how...I'll be able to get it...but I dunno. Maybe I should just focus on my boyfriend's art folder so that he'll have that when Im gone. Its going to be his anyways when Im done...I'm like more than halfway done. Im stoked on it! :3
Im a little 'worn out' from yesterday. Gosh...lol...actually I should say I worn myself out! Xp But yeah...I feel better today no doubt. All that stress and stuff...and seriously...I dont get stressed that easily. Im really easy going ya know.
Oh yeah...I forgot to talk about this subject. X3
Okay...when I was over at my boyfriend's parents house my brother called me, and he asked me if I was at my boyfriend's, I just said, 'yeah?!' and supposibly my father heard about that...and told him not to talk like that. My mother told him something...I dont really know what...but I think my father knows that I have a boyfriend now. He hasnt said anything to me yet...but if he is going to tell me to stop acting so stupid and dump him Im going to say NO.
Just because Im scared of my dad doesnt mean Im going to let him push me around...I love Chris alot and he means alot to my life. I'll protect Chris...and plus...Im old enough to make my decisions...and Chris isnt a mistake in my life. When I said yes to become Chris's boyfriend...I wasnt lying. I meant it.
Im not going to be pushed around...well...only playfully by my boyfriend but thats different! X3
So yeah...*meep* Still drawing...hehe...
But yeah...*meepers* I forgot to call my boyfriend last night...I was just too tired...all getting ready for my finals and all that. And plus my friend Justin came home yesterday, he was away for a while. Probably around a month or so.
So today, Im going to finish up everything for my finals tomorrow and then I'll be completely done with both of my classes for this 3 week period. Too bad I wasnt in any cooking classes...or something cause then I would've made something for my hunny.
Its getting colder and colder each day...it seems summer is beginning to end...and fast.
From my thoughts...it seems my boyfriend has started his job by now. So Im really happy for him. As for me I have figured out my problem. Im about to start my externship real soon and it starts in November...and I need to be able to stay in one place longer than 6 months. Or something...well I'll get paid on my Externship...but I really wanted to get my boyfriend that promise bracelet before I left...well if I get some work some how...I'll be able to get it...but I dunno. Maybe I should just focus on my boyfriend's art folder so that he'll have that when Im gone. Its going to be his anyways when Im done...I'm like more than halfway done. Im stoked on it! :3
Im a little 'worn out' from yesterday. Gosh...lol...actually I should say I worn myself out! Xp But yeah...I feel better today no doubt. All that stress and stuff...and seriously...I dont get stressed that easily. Im really easy going ya know.
Oh yeah...I forgot to talk about this subject. X3
Okay...when I was over at my boyfriend's parents house my brother called me, and he asked me if I was at my boyfriend's, I just said, 'yeah?!' and supposibly my father heard about that...and told him not to talk like that. My mother told him something...I dont really know what...but I think my father knows that I have a boyfriend now. He hasnt said anything to me yet...but if he is going to tell me to stop acting so stupid and dump him Im going to say NO.
Just because Im scared of my dad doesnt mean Im going to let him push me around...I love Chris alot and he means alot to my life. I'll protect Chris...and plus...Im old enough to make my decisions...and Chris isnt a mistake in my life. When I said yes to become Chris's boyfriend...I wasnt lying. I meant it.
Im not going to be pushed around...well...only playfully by my boyfriend but thats different! X3
So yeah...*meep* Still drawing...hehe...
and if your father says anything tell him that it's his problem to get over not yours ^^ dont let him push you around!
He has abused me so much its so scary! Nobody wants to have my father...almost all of my friends think my dad is scary!
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...yeah...
So yeah...I can totally agree with that now. :3
I love pain...so yeah! X3
Well my name is...
Patrick Star!
lol...they ask me...Im ugly!
And Im like...everybody is beautiful! :3
Im too holy for it! Xp
Im about truth and honesty...Im never going to lie to my boyfriend!
I cant do that...lol...
One day I'll be able to make money at home with my art to be with my boyfriend...but not now...but a job is very important...the only time I dont go to school or work is when I 'am' sick!