Requiescant in Pace, mother...
15 years ago
... Today I bade my first farewells to one of the most meaningful people in my life. A person who has stuck by me through my nineteen years of life, through the hardest of my near death to some of the most cheerful. But now, she's no longer here.
It feels... Odd. Unreal almost. I think I'm already feeling the first effects of it sinking in though. My mother's passed away... It's shocking, I always felt that she'd be there. It was worse because I discovered it upon waking up this morning. Not a pleasant wake-up call.
What happens now? Well... Funeral plans, dealing with the coroner (sudden death and all), talking with the family and trying to keep myself in one piece. Which will get harder and harder since I'm living on my own now. Thankfully my father will be here by the end of the week.
For now... I guess all I can do is say goodbye.
Requiescant in Pace, mother..
It feels... Odd. Unreal almost. I think I'm already feeling the first effects of it sinking in though. My mother's passed away... It's shocking, I always felt that she'd be there. It was worse because I discovered it upon waking up this morning. Not a pleasant wake-up call.
What happens now? Well... Funeral plans, dealing with the coroner (sudden death and all), talking with the family and trying to keep myself in one piece. Which will get harder and harder since I'm living on my own now. Thankfully my father will be here by the end of the week.
For now... I guess all I can do is say goodbye.
Requiescant in Pace, mother..
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Having been through a hard loss almost identically to yours, you have my deepest sympathies and my best wishes. If you need anything, I'll do what I can.
I know we don't talk much, but if you want to talk; I'm on Skype usually and I'll always offer my shoulder.
I may not have ever written something in anything you do but I so offer my best condolences to you
Losing a parent is very tough especially in a rough time in your life. I myself always hope if anything happened to my parents I would be financially secure and have a support system around me to get through it.
I've been through lots of pain with my parents so losing them will be like losing somebody I tried my best to love and make them see the error of their ways.
Best of luck to you Max I wish I could do something more but this is the best I can do:
Be strong for her and let go as much as you can because that's part of getting over it. We'll all be here for you when you get back we can promise you that.
SWSP
Be well