if you don't like reading people complain about shit then stop reading.

well phones got shut off.

it seems like every time I turn around we end up further into the hole.

no word on anyone hiring me for a job no commissions coming in and still need to create income somehow.

I hate money so much right now it is making me sick to my stomach just thinking about it.

it's starting to get to the point where I'm wondering if I'll have a place to live in the next couple of months. I feel helpless mad and scared all at the same time. I think I eat about once a day if that cause I don't want everyone else in my house to go hungry.

i can't even get my medication because it's not covered by the shitty ass free state insurance that we are on.

Really people say oh well it can't get worse. well it can and it seems it's going to get a lot worse and shit I'm starting to wonder if it's ever going to get better.

Anyone want to help a guy and his family out here? Anyone want to commission a fursuit?

(hears crickets)

yep I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I can't even get started on making fursuits cause I have no pictures of my old suits that I made. so I need people to ask me to make them something. no one wants me to make them something cause they don't want it to look like shit.
well if there is something you don't like about it fucking tell me and I'll fix it till it's the best damn looking thing you ever saw.

I am about to give up.

really.

I'm going to go crawl into a hole now and go to sleep and hopefully I might just stay that way but I doubt it.