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15 years ago
I had second thoughts at the start
I said to myself "Hold on to your heart"
Now I know the man that you are,
You're wonderful so far, and it's more than I hoped for
I've very nearly hit it, if not for Bobkitty being here I'd probably be in tears right now.
Everything in this world costs money when you can't afford it...
My laptop is back in the shop (again) for repairs for the same problem (again). So I'm stuck with this crappy desktop that can barely run firefox and xchat at the same time.
I can't do any art because 1) I don't have a tablet pen anymore, nor the usb cord for said tablet.
and 2) I don't have any art program that can run on here.
:/
So I tried to do the best I could to make myself happy and keep occupied, and that's listen to music.
WELL now I can't even do that, because my headset just broke again. ._. Now only the left ear works...and the entire thing is not only falling apart , but is held together by duct tape and super glue. D:
I hate asking for help, for anything. On top of this all I'm also trying to figure out some medical insurance stuff, because I need to get evaluated for dysgraphia, dyspraxia and sensory processing disorder. :/
Can anyone help, at all? :/ I hate asking for help but I'm SOL right now with everything... I can't make money if I don't draw, but I can't draw if I don't have a tablet pen and USB cord to draw with. The pen is about 30 dollars alone, the cord is about 5 on newegg. The headset is about 20 at walmart. >.<
I'll do a doodle headshot and scan it in whenever I get my laptop back, if anyone can help... I hate asking for money of all things, but some things can't be avoided. I don't have a job, so it's not like i can bring home a paycheck. :/
If anyone can spare anything, even change, lemme know? I'll draw you somethin in return.. Im' just desperate for something to go right for once. x-x
Everything in this world costs money when you can't afford it...
My laptop is back in the shop (again) for repairs for the same problem (again). So I'm stuck with this crappy desktop that can barely run firefox and xchat at the same time.
I can't do any art because 1) I don't have a tablet pen anymore, nor the usb cord for said tablet.
and 2) I don't have any art program that can run on here.
:/
So I tried to do the best I could to make myself happy and keep occupied, and that's listen to music.
WELL now I can't even do that, because my headset just broke again. ._. Now only the left ear works...and the entire thing is not only falling apart , but is held together by duct tape and super glue. D:
I hate asking for help, for anything. On top of this all I'm also trying to figure out some medical insurance stuff, because I need to get evaluated for dysgraphia, dyspraxia and sensory processing disorder. :/
Can anyone help, at all? :/ I hate asking for help but I'm SOL right now with everything... I can't make money if I don't draw, but I can't draw if I don't have a tablet pen and USB cord to draw with. The pen is about 30 dollars alone, the cord is about 5 on newegg. The headset is about 20 at walmart. >.<
I'll do a doodle headshot and scan it in whenever I get my laptop back, if anyone can help... I hate asking for money of all things, but some things can't be avoided. I don't have a job, so it's not like i can bring home a paycheck. :/
If anyone can spare anything, even change, lemme know? I'll draw you somethin in return.. Im' just desperate for something to go right for once. x-x
I don't care what consequence it brings,
I have been a fool for lesser things.
I want you so bad,
I think you ought to know that I intend to hold you for the longest time
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I love you so much♥
i'll try gimp (used it before, forgot how much/little it took for the computer to run it). i can use a mouse, but it's much easier to use my laptop's touchpad or my tablet pen instead. i used to do art with a mouse, it's kinda hard but not impossible. and it's not at the quality at which people commission me for...so i feel bad.
i think the usb cord is a 5 pin mini, but replacing my pen is top concern with the tablet since i can just borrow bob's usb cord for his external. i'm thinking about asking for it for christmas from my mom or something, but i just hope my commissioners can wait ;.; (i hate making people wait)
*hugs* thanks for the support dude, it means a lot to see that someone actually cares enough to help a friend in need. ^^;
i am buying $69 of commissions from people and have transferred $80 to my paypal, im sure i could give you the change. anything to help a friend i've know for years and helped me discover what my fursona is :D
btw i like the new avvie XD
I think she has tried nearly every art proggy x3
And ear buds would be perfect for her since she needs to use em to cancel out outside noises which bug her =o
This is important x3
But omg thanks soo much.. I wish I could help but at the very moment i'm in the process of moving in with Sila
and money is really tight for us all
and at that i'm still on a job search since work back at home decided to slow up to a halt..
All I know is that it's got 448 mb of RAM,, an AMD Sempron processor @ 1.8 ghz, windows XP, and is a Compaq Presario tower. ^^; My laptop keeps having troubles with the port, keeps needing to get re-soldered thanks to a fail design on HP's part. -_- and of course Best buy sucks...but i have my warranty with them, so I have to keep going back and getting it fixed by them :/ takes like a month + every time. x.x
TL;dr: Computers hate me. Best buy sucks. lol