Just fucking great.
15 years ago
FYI Haven't posted since my Bday, cause it went bad, details further down
Yay shit storm start for a day. Went to bed early cause I wasn't feeling well. Woke up 5 hours later, with my mouth open completely desert dry, and I can't seem to get back to sleep. And I had got Adam Lambert's "If I had you" and "For your Entertainment" stuck in my head. Now that doesn't all that bad togather, but there's more.....Woke up booted up the comp, and got the smart idea maybe it's just like a midnight snack wake up. So I start up a quick grilled cheese.......And my fucking stove breaks.....all four burners Nothing mid butter melt.....Fuck me
Also yeah Bday sucked ass like I thought it would. I got lots of well wishes thankfully, but my party was pathetic to say the least. Only gifts I got where from my dad, grandma, and one fur artist. Others' said they would do stuff, but I'm not holding my breath. Next year I think I'm just not gonna even think about it, let the day pass with no effect.
Thank you for all of you who showed your sympathy's for my Bday it ment alot, it really did. >.> Just the party kinda made me feel like "Damn well I see no body gives a shit about me irl"
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So... i'm just saying.. i know how you feel... it sucks.. when you become an adult.. really the only one who can get you anything for your birthday is you, you start to miss when you were younger and you at least got socks..... or something lame.. you at least GOT something from others showing they do think about you.
When you get older, all you can get anything from is you... for my birthday i got a new hard drive... and it was a late birthday gift... from me to... me...
Growing up sucks..... this coming from a 30 year old...
So i say to those of you out there rushing to grow up.. DON'T ..enjoy your childhood while you have it.
I'm sorry about your birthday hun.. i really am..
I think all moms are like that and think of their kids long after they grow up.
Though yeah.... today is kind of.. bleck. On top of that, was woken up by a storm two hours ago, with on top of that being sick. Actually got REALLY sick suddenly. Eck... >_< Though thankfully got better, and the piece of shit for internet company didn't have to be used today--- ((Storms can knock out the internet up to four hours to eight; depending on how lazy the company is.))
Hopefully things will get better for you as well. :3
*hugs tightly*
and good....what kinda cookies you like?