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15 years ago
Well, look here, my first journal on FA.
Okay... So here's where things stand with me. Sunday, October 17, was my eighteenth birthday, as most of you already knew. You were also informed that on that day, I could've lost my home due to my parents not wanting to keep me with them. However, this obviously has not happened. They insisted that I look for work if I wished to stay with them. But due to money problems, such will be very difficult to maintain. We are on the brink of eviction, each month that passes by. We come very close to falling back so far on the rent that we lose our apartment. One month, we actually had to get help from a church, to pay for $800, so we could stay. This is an example of how bad our money is.
Saturday of last week, I was hired to work for vector marketing, doing sales interviews and making $16 per interview, plus a portion of the products sold, if they do sell, aside from the original guaranteed pay. However, these interviews will be hard to manage, due to schooling. Aside from that, I am in the dark as to how many interviews I will be able to do, assuming anyone actually calls to set them up. But I'm hoping for the best to come. Between Thursday and Saturday of this week, I will be going into work for training, then going off for the interviews shortly after.
I hope to be able to make enough to not only get a laptop of my own so I no longer have to use this broken and slow one, but also to eventually move to Australia, for reasons of my own. Though some already know this. These following days, weeks, months... years. However long they take, will be very hard for me, and I may become very different at times, either due to stress or my busy schedule. I may have just been hit with the hardest thing I've ever had to do... But I hope to keep in close contact with everyone. My worst fear is losing all of you... Many know that I could not have the will to keep going, if that happened. Everyone here is my life, and without them, I might not even be here...
So thank you all... And keep me in your hearts... I know I will keep you all close to me...
Okay... So here's where things stand with me. Sunday, October 17, was my eighteenth birthday, as most of you already knew. You were also informed that on that day, I could've lost my home due to my parents not wanting to keep me with them. However, this obviously has not happened. They insisted that I look for work if I wished to stay with them. But due to money problems, such will be very difficult to maintain. We are on the brink of eviction, each month that passes by. We come very close to falling back so far on the rent that we lose our apartment. One month, we actually had to get help from a church, to pay for $800, so we could stay. This is an example of how bad our money is.
Saturday of last week, I was hired to work for vector marketing, doing sales interviews and making $16 per interview, plus a portion of the products sold, if they do sell, aside from the original guaranteed pay. However, these interviews will be hard to manage, due to schooling. Aside from that, I am in the dark as to how many interviews I will be able to do, assuming anyone actually calls to set them up. But I'm hoping for the best to come. Between Thursday and Saturday of this week, I will be going into work for training, then going off for the interviews shortly after.
I hope to be able to make enough to not only get a laptop of my own so I no longer have to use this broken and slow one, but also to eventually move to Australia, for reasons of my own. Though some already know this. These following days, weeks, months... years. However long they take, will be very hard for me, and I may become very different at times, either due to stress or my busy schedule. I may have just been hit with the hardest thing I've ever had to do... But I hope to keep in close contact with everyone. My worst fear is losing all of you... Many know that I could not have the will to keep going, if that happened. Everyone here is my life, and without them, I might not even be here...
So thank you all... And keep me in your hearts... I know I will keep you all close to me...
Anyway... Like I said on dA... I hope it ends up alright for you... I hope you manage to move to Australia too... Like I wish to as well...