How are ya all? This and that has been going on with my life. I havent drawn much in a while, but did some art recently (most might have noticed that they werent all too happy feel pictures either). Now I know how things are, and aint all too happy about it. Its strange how some people, doesnt matter how honest and solid they might make themselves seem, are such complete lying b*stards. And on such a small island that seems so very perfect to live in, there are all too many of them.

Being used sexually, I guess past is past, but now he gets away with lying to his girlfriend. Yes, it apparently turned out to be an affair, him cheating on her with me. He seemed so nice. People were even getting the impression that we were a couple, we never implied that.

Its not that Im trying to break them up, because I couldnt be more happy for them if they managed to stick together, but if its in denial with him lying still, if Im going to be ignored and posed as the liar in all of this. Dont think so. Im not all too happy with the way he handled things. And to think she got to know the whole truth. Some people are different, thats true.

But after what I've learned, he could do it again and she'd never know.

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sorry, was in a ranting mood. Being ignored in some cases just seems to set me off.

She's such a nice girl, and a great artist as well

Read more here if you are curious.
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Im not upset, just very... irritated over this under it all. I guess I have a reason to be.

I got a new job X3 waaaaay better payed, within walking distance, and I can draw there XD its a gas-station.

And I luv my Ben x3