I know I havent posted much of anything this year, and well, there has been reasons for it...
There has been many problems with my family, most of wich have been very personal. I have sometimes been so stressed that I did became ill or seriusly depressed for awhile because of these problems.
The last few months I have been pretty much just sick, flu with throath that feels like splitting everytime I swallow.

And the place where I moved? Forget anything I said about silence in my last journal, this place is just.... ugh...
My apparment isnt too bad, its the neighborhood.
If any of the finnish people here on FA remember reading about the two biggest group fights that happened few months ago, and about that one slicing murder around Herttoniemi?
...I live pretty much 20m away where these things happened...
I havent had anything to happen to myself yet, but its really annoying to be scared everynight if youre coming back home late.
I have seriusly though about moving back with my mom and brothers, but dunno.

I wish I could have soemthing nice to say, but this year has mostly been just enduring stuff that happens here. There has been good things too wich I should be happy about, but life has this strange way of showing all the bad stuff in your face.

Still no job either :/