Ten Days of Memes ~ Day Five
15 years ago
~skyskyskycloudskyskyskyskysky~
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four:Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
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Six things I wish I'd never done (this one's kinda tough)
1. Skipped school
Definitely one of the dumbest things I ever did was skip school once and get away with it. Because once you do it one time, it becomes a habit. It really set me up to fail and I didn't even realize it at the time. Definitely wish it hadn't happened.
2. Dated Christopher/Cockmunch
My ex really fucked me up in a lot of ways. He helped me through a hard time in my life, but at that time we were just friends and that's how it should have stayed. It went way farther and lasted way longer than it should have and in the end, everyone got hurt.
3. Moved out of my mother's house
Should not have, should not have, should not have. I had no money, no job, and was financially dependent on someone who habitually lied to me about money all the time. I didn't know what I had in my mother's house until it was gone.
4. Gone to sick call in BCT
A lot of people don't know, but I actually went to Army Basic training. I got hurt and they gave me a medical discharge with no benefits. I really wish I just had never gone to sick call when I was there. I could have had one of the profiles go and get me some ibuprofen, I know I could have toughed it out and done it. Maybe that's a distorted thought process (when they tell you you have four herneated discs in your spine, you pretty much can't do anything) but I really don't regret a whole lot more than going to sick call.
5. Skimped out on homework my entire 13 years in school
Now that I'm older, I understand the importance of doing all those things and I feel just awful because I know that every time I look at myself and say I'm not where I want to be in life, it's my own damn fault, and this is a big contributor. If you're still in school and reading this, do your damn homework. ._.;
6. Skipped my vocal audition for Bowling Green
I did it because I was convinced I'd fail. I ended up failing anyway, because I didn't even try.