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Holy fucking rant/breakdown/angerspell
15 years ago
A tisket, a tasket,
The Scarecrow's out his casket.
The Scarecrow's out his casket.
So a lot of shit happened tonight.
I TRIED to be calm and shit about it all and not express how fucked up I was getting in my head over the bullshit that is Missouri and all the fucking stress happening to all the people I care about.
I cant exercise by walking or hiking, which is what I love to do, without 548362856238573828537548 spiders coming out of each step and under every fallen tree and every fiewifwirifhweihiw SPOT I CAN WALK TO.
Which is REALLY fucking with my self esteem and my metabolism and patience for other people.
I've ALSO noticed like none of my friends respond to jackshit anymore while Ill sit their and listen to them when they have issues and I say my piece OR IF THEY JUST WANT TO RANT say "Im Sorry :C" And sit there like a fucking bowl of fucking jello. So social pressence BLASTS DOWN TO LIKE THREE PEOPLE! Hah!
Im also having a shitton of allergies and fucking hallucinations and emotional (MOSTLY RAAAAGE) spurts that Ive been CALMLY SWATTING AWAY.
BUT NOW IM SO PISSED GRRRRRRRR
This is a huge ass rant, so say whatever you want or be quiet and deal with it =_= Im spitting out the shit all at once or I swear to fucking god Ill kill something with a hunting rifle and a powersaw.
Good fucking night FurAffinity. (cue a mother fucking loud door slam that sets off a car alarm)
I TRIED to be calm and shit about it all and not express how fucked up I was getting in my head over the bullshit that is Missouri and all the fucking stress happening to all the people I care about.
I cant exercise by walking or hiking, which is what I love to do, without 548362856238573828537548 spiders coming out of each step and under every fallen tree and every fiewifwirifhweihiw SPOT I CAN WALK TO.
Which is REALLY fucking with my self esteem and my metabolism and patience for other people.
I've ALSO noticed like none of my friends respond to jackshit anymore while Ill sit their and listen to them when they have issues and I say my piece OR IF THEY JUST WANT TO RANT say "Im Sorry :C" And sit there like a fucking bowl of fucking jello. So social pressence BLASTS DOWN TO LIKE THREE PEOPLE! Hah!
Im also having a shitton of allergies and fucking hallucinations and emotional (MOSTLY RAAAAGE) spurts that Ive been CALMLY SWATTING AWAY.
BUT NOW IM SO PISSED GRRRRRRRR
This is a huge ass rant, so say whatever you want or be quiet and deal with it =_= Im spitting out the shit all at once or I swear to fucking god Ill kill something with a hunting rifle and a powersaw.
Good fucking night FurAffinity. (cue a mother fucking loud door slam that sets off a car alarm)
I need to hike somewhere where I can NOT turn back and go do something else.
I pace a hell of a lot. It's what I do when pissed.
And Im not really feeling better, more sobered,but more problems added as SOON as I get on here.
It's sweet sweet discord on my plate~
Says a lot in terms of your character.
You are a gentlefur and a scholar~