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I dont know what to do..

15 years ago

MOVING ACCOUNTS

I dont want to leave but I dont want to pull a bitch move on my room-mate. But I also kinda feel like Ive payed him back for the two months when I first moved and didnt have a job. So I dont feel like I NEED to go back anymore. But I miss him and my pets, though I know I'll miss everyone and everything here 10x more when I leave because from the minute I landed on the plane I thought to myself that I didnt want to leave this place again. I dont want my roommate to be mad at me and I dont want to lose his friendship, but I dont want to my whole family and boyfriend have to be waiting for me to move back in December. I know thats not far away but it will seem like forever while Im waiting. My mom doesnt want me to leave, my friends and most importantly my boyfriend all want me to stay and just forget about Texas. Which Ive pretty much done this whole time, other than talking about my dog a lot and saying how much I miss her but Sev was going to keep her anyways because he woulda won the battle over her...

So... what the fuck do I do? Do I stay here and be incredibly overloaded with happy or go back and be miserable for a month because I hate my job and the area of TX that Im in...

Sighhhhh

brandelion

13 Comments

JesseHusky ~jessehusky

Fursuiter

15 years ago

good things are worth waiting for that they are. if you wait then that would give your roomy some time to find another roomy and wouldnt feel like you are ditching him or whatever. you have to do what makes you happy, you cant keep going to a job that you hate, and stay in a place that you're miserable.. its not good for you. I did the same thing when i was a little younger. I moved and quit my job in one place, and found a better job that i like, also i gained a wife in the process.. and made a lot more friends then i had at the other place. you gotta do what makes you happy, unless you wanna be miserable all the time. and that sucks that you cant take the dog either, is that non negotiable?

Brae ~brae

Art Whore

15 years ago

Its pretty much set that hes keeping everything lol... tv, cat, dog.. yeah... I dont get shit when I move, other than what I took there. I dont feel its necessary to go back just for 6 weeks then spend a butt load of money to come back again. Im much happier here, its like Im a completely different person. There I stayed home all the time, didnt make friends, didnt want to ever go do anything. Here I constantly want to be out and about, with friends/boyfriend/family. Im not so closed off and pretty much like a hermit. Im not scared to meet new people here, or terrified of public places like I am there.

JesseHusky ~jessehusky

Fursuiter

15 years ago

then get there asap =]

Brae ~brae

Art Whore

15 years ago

Im there now lol. The problem is leaving. I dont want to go back to TX :(

JesseHusky ~jessehusky

Fursuiter

15 years ago

so you just gonna stay then?

Brae ~brae

Art Whore

15 years ago

Probably not.... If I do I'll regret it for the rest of my life, and I'll probably give Sev money for the rest of my life lol.

AnastasiaRomanovaFrostbite ~anastasiaromanovafrostbite

Watcher

15 years ago

That really sucks that you won't be able to keep the dog and it's completely unfair seeing as you put half in on both the dog and the cat. You could demand financial reimbursement on both seeing as he is keeping both and leaving you with nothing but what you came in with, not that I'd expect you to actually get anything out of it. As for going back that's up to you, the only real reason I would see for going back is to put in your two weeks at your job. As for ditching your room mate, well he knew you were leaving so he'll have to deal with it just being sooner than expected if you choose to just go and get your stuff and leave. What ever you choose to do I wish you the best of luck and safe travels.

Brae ~brae

Art Whore

15 years ago

Thanks, that realllly helps. I know the responsible thing is to put in my two weeks and not just up and walk away so thats one reason to go back. The other is... I love Sev to death and I want him to be happy, if I go back he has a chance to save up some money to hopefully be with this girl he likes and I want him to be just as happy as I am. If that means waiting a month to move back here then I think I can do that. My boyfriend and friends and family completely understand. As bad as they want me to stay they know the type of person I am and how I'll never forgive myself if I up and abandon Sev =/

Oh... hes actually maybe letting me take the dog :D
Because he may not be able to take her. I told him he could have everything, even all my shit and sell it for money (even my tablet!!!) if I could just have the dog.

AnastasiaRomanovaFrostbite ~anastasiaromanovafrostbite

Watcher

15 years ago

*hugs* I do hope he relents and lets you take her and that you don't have to part with your tablet. Just keep your chin up at work reminding yourself that it's only for a short time more and then you'll be gone from there.

Brae ~brae

Art Whore

15 years ago

Ive been back in TX for less than 24 hours and I already miss my boyfren like crazy!!

AnastasiaRomanovaFrostbite ~anastasiaromanovafrostbite

Watcher

15 years ago

XD, I'm not surprised, you got used to being there with him and now you're separated again it'll be kind of like going through withdrawal from a drug in a certain aspect. Just keep pushing forward hun, you'll be back with him in what will seem like no time.

Brae ~brae

Art Whore

15 years ago

I hope so. 6 weeks feels like a long time thinking about it. Its not helping that I hatehatehatehatehate work but HAVE to go. An I have an ear infection in both ears which makes it so much worse :(

AnastasiaRomanovaFrostbite ~anastasiaromanovafrostbite

Watcher

15 years ago

Ouch, I do hope the ear infections go away quickly and that time goes faster than it seems for you.

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