Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

---

1. I really miss you and sometimes I cry because you left, but to be honest with myself, I am better off without you.

2. You are my best friend right now. You are one of the nicest people I have ever had the honor to know, and you can't even imagine how grateful I am that I have you to talk to day to day.

3. There is something about you that really upsets me but I don't want to bring it up because I don't want you to hate me. I can't imagine life without you.

4. I really like you. I really do. I feel so terrible that I don't like you the way you like me... I wish I could, but forced feelings only lead to pain, and I never want to hurt you that way.

5. I don't even know if what we had was real. I hurt for a very long time when you went. But now I can't even find myself missing you as even a friend.

6. How long have we known each other? I think from the day I first drew on an oekaki. It's great to know you and I love getting letters in the mail from you. It makes me feel so cool! I need to send you more mail and talk to you way more because we get too out of touch.

7. I met you so very long ago. It's been years, and although there are times where we don't speak for days, when we do talk again, it's like we were never away at all. You understand me so completely, it's almost like you are my twin. Trust me when I say I do not misuse these words, I love you.

8. I miss you man, we used to talk all the time. But now we do different things and talking is scarce. I know you miss me too, we were and (at least to me) are still very close friends. I don't know much about you anymore but I know you are still that awesome friend who loves what I do.

9. I kind of wish you would give me some space. You smother me way too much. I don't want you to always obsess over me, it almost seems like you depend on me. I know I'm your best friend but please just back off a bit.

10. Do you... even like me? You seem so sweet as sugar but... I get the feeling you want me to back off and not come back. If that is so, then you can forget that happening. I'm not even certain this is what it seems like but if you think I'll just give up something that important to me then you are poorly mistaken.