so since i finally got some photo ID, my neighbor friends invited me and the BF out to the bar, it would of been my first time in a bar. I also have a friend that is in town and i also invited him to go out with us. But now the neighbors are not going because they also went out last night OMG. She didnt call me like she said she was if she were to go out on Friday night instead. So, here i am now alone for dinner as always while the BF is over taking care of his mom, and their is no one at the shop for me to hang with and finish the beers the last guy left here.

So, here i am drinking it alone, in my own depression at the moment day dreaming of how my first bar experience should go, but I know that next weekend will come, they said that they would take me out then, but how do i know they wont get my hopes up again and tear me down.

I am just saying i was REALY REALY looking forward to going out tonight