why is it always me who starts shit. cuase i dont know any better. i suppsoe its becuse i aint got a life that soemthing has to happen. i got angrey today at a co-workewr for turing on the light over my register while another co-worker was calling me out to help. ok. i admit i shouldv gotten off my ass and did the work but FUCK DAMN IT a guy can only take so much in one day. iv worked my ass off and the stress builds up. what teh fuck am i suppsoed to do with it until i get home. anyways. afterwards i foudn otu who turned on my light while i wasnt there and i gave him shit about it. i mean. its ntohing right. so why the fuck did i do that. now all chance of being friends is gone. fuck damn it. life is one big open space where no one cares about you or what you do. the shit that happens to us is our own damn fault . IF SOMETHING HAPPENS ITS BECUSE WE BRING IT ON OURSELVES.

teh world is right. i was wronge. so fuck off and leave me alone.